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26 May 2009, 9:03 pm

My cat died this morning. I've had him since I was little.

I just got my IEP on Thursday, and having to listen to everyone dissect me and all my AS traits really hurt. It made me feel different, and strange, and I kind of don't want to be me anymore.

I'm turing eighteen on Friday, and I'm not happy about it.

I'm tired of having nobody to call or be with. I wish it weren't so hard for me to make friends.

I might be staying back for the third time.

And I'm losing my religion.

I know that others have it worse, but I just need to vent.

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26 May 2009, 11:51 pm

LolaGranola wrote:

(((((Hugs)))))

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27 May 2009, 2:33 am

I'm sorry. You're having a horrible time. I was looking for a huggy smiley, but there is none. Never mind... (((hugs)))

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27 May 2009, 5:32 am

aw poor kitty

time will mend wounds tho. "positive vibes" are being transmitted your way!

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27 May 2009, 5:39 am

I used to have cats. I'm sorry to hear that, Lola.

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27 May 2009, 5:46 am

I hope your cat is in a better place now. I understand about how it feels when you go to an appointment people are discussing you like that in front of you. Things will get better. Life is like that; it brings ups and downs, like waves. My thoughts are with you, and no matter what others are suffering - you are suffering and shouldn't ever need to justify your own hurt. Big hugs from me.

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27 May 2009, 8:24 am

I also send big hugs. I had a cat that died in March. It was intensely traumatic and took me a long time to get over. But, I just got a new kitten this past Saturday.

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27 May 2009, 9:19 am

:cry:

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28 May 2009, 12:04 pm

whitetiger wrote:

I also send big hugs. I had a cat that died in March. It was intensely traumatic and took me a long time to get over. But, I just got a new kitten this past Saturday.

Hugs to you too. Congrats on your new kitten.

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28 May 2009, 12:32 pm

Hi Lola,

I understand how you can feel now.
To loose a cat is extremely sad and Im sorry for your loss.
I also thought it was very difficult when my childhood cat died

I know how it feels to not feeling happy about my birthday

Im also tired of having no friends and feeling so frustrating its so incredible difficult.

You are not alone and all of us need to vent.

and yes, Im sad too - for my own reasons. Its sad to be sad...

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