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Lace-Bane sir, it is interesting you mention marfans syndrome as far back as 1988 I had once been suspected as having such but, the tests were inconclusive and even to this day I'm not sure but, I can understand you concern regarding your vision or possible loss of it in a most sincere manner of stating this. I,myself have diabetes so, though my optical lense shan't drop out I have the potential at some point to lose my eyesight..Personally, I'm not sure what I would do if I were actually blind atleast, I would not have to notice the stupid an de-humanizing looks from people I've come across in life yet, I'd miss not be able to see some things in life I find heartfelt.. Anwyays, I think that you should keep your hopes up as, doctors do make mistakes and never take one's opinion as the sole truth..


I'm currently thinking about how to better improve my self confidence without appearing like some one sitting in doctor Freud's couch..

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being hopeful about future occupational choices

Hunger, guess I should eat something........just woke up to a headache caused by my mom and her boyfriend arguing, but I suppose I can have a nestle boost shake that will hold me over till anything more substantial.

Thank you for the kind thoughts ProfessorX

Hopefully neither of us go blind

I'm rather unsure of how negatively my life would change upon losing my vision though. I mean, it would make my survival much more tedious in day to day matters... and I would very much miss being able to see faces. However, my primary interest and ambitions lay in playing the guitar, so I wouldn't be losing my primary source of enjoyment in life, so I think I'd be able to manage. However, the uncertainty in such an idea that I could go blind is definitely steering me to more sound based pleasures... as the thought of further honing my talent of drawing seems like a potential... future disappointment

Procrastination is on my mind... why is it that I can practice my guitar any time I wish or tell myself to, but when it comes to actual book study... I say, "tomoro is such a better day to do so"?

I've got a book on studying the fretboard, that I need to start on and want to read, but the problem is making myself start on it

My chubby self compared to my skinny in shape self of 5 years ago. Also Powerball.

School, the guy who sent me a love letter... Good god, he joined the Creative Writing Club just so he could hang out with me...

And my vacation I'm leaving on in two days...

Oh, and homecoming. I'm actually going to go this year.

Am I gonna pull another all-nighter?

The fact that my school has a "Surviving the Zombie Apocalypse" club. I think I might join.

I don't want to go to work. I want to go back to sleep.

In order to answer that question I'd probably have to go find it, but I am too lazy to put in the effort right now.

Thinking of how to get beyond the stupid,inaccurate notions some people have placed in my path..

It's a whirlwind of things ATM.

My eyes feel dry.

Going out to smoke a cancer stick, and that I cant talk to my mom about anything without her trying to somehow throw in how whatever it is has something to do with me not doing enough. I tell her again and again I am doing all I can right now and its very frustrating and stressful and then she still tries to lay it on me its something I'm not doing right, or I'm just not putting enough effort in.

Like I tried explaining I was frusterated that I can't seem to get a freaking prescription refill or get ahold of the prescribing doctor or any of that and she basically just said I shouldn't have used up my prescription already or something to that effect, well its not like I had a f***** choice I didn't have enough to last till the next appointment that would be the doctors fault not mine.

At least there is a good chance I will be going up to my friends house a few days again tommorrow, hopefully before she gets off work so she cant tell me how I am procrastinating and not taking care of things if I go up there and chill a few days.

Why am I up after a good night's sleep this early........... and what I should eat for breakfast.