Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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More like pissed off. My IBS is back today after it seemed Tylenol helped it last night, but isn't really helping now. (Heavy sigh). School starts next week, but I'm not able to enroll yet because the school has to "reactivate" me after I deferred last semester because of jury duty and pneumonia. It's right at the wire since classes start next Tues and I'd like to get started a little early. It's really bothering me because when I think about it my stomach really hurts so that must be why Mr. IBS is so upset. I hate not being in control of things.

Needless to say...... I'm grumpy.

Laundry day

I cannot adequately express in words how insufferable it is for me to be in a social situation.

Take this evening for example.

I went to my gran's birthday party, where my three aunties, two uncles and one cousin were in attendance. Yet rather embarrassingly I barely uttered a word the entire time. On a few occasions, I found myself running off upstairs to 'peruse' my gran's archaic book collection. When I wasn't escaping from my family by hiding upstairs, I was stroking my uncle's dog in an attempt to avoid interacting with others. My mind seemed to be blank a lot of the time.

It's days like today that make me contemplate drug abuse. If I were stoned out of mind on cannabis, at the very least I would be talkative.

God, I hate my life.

The wind chill was only 17 degrees F today, and went up to 30mph, it was not fun having to walk in it.

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Ya, I'm weird like that...

Just realized now that I had forgot about an appointment last week. My memory is shot.

My intense/irrational need to be understood, post misunderstanding. Frustration that caused me to burst into tears. The fact that I become so affected by such things...

I really upset my girlfriend by saying something I should not of said when we were talking about some heavy stuff.

Made a major poor choice in what color socks I wore and somewhat realized it this morning, but hoped no one would really notice. Now I'm embarrassed and really I'm a fairly nice and conservative, tasteful dresser. Wish I had more natural talent for fashion like my mom and sister, but I do alright.

Once again, my husband didn't have time to discuss our issues...he has too many other things on his mind. PS I live where I have no friends and I spend 5-7 days alone at home with our son, without anyone to talk to...but he has more important things on his mind. PS no worries, when I leave, he'll remember what was important

The day was completely wasted.

It now appears that 2 out of the 3 partners at work are nothing but toxic a**holes.

I was criticized for my taste in cartoons.

So I prefer Courage and EEnE to Adventure time or Steven Universe, big freakin' whoop.

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Ya, I'm weird like that...

Nothing. I am actually getting things done lately

"Hey, you know our mildly autistic son who has serious issues with sound and noise? While he's trying to sleep, let's throw heavy rubber dog toys down the hallway right next to his bedroom door and have the dogs chase them!"

What the hell is wrong with my family? I'm surrounded by inconsiderate psychopaths.