I love you and I know you love me so much it hurts. I also know that due to past hurt and also to ASD, you are afraid of giving yourself completely to love. You don't trust it anymore. I understand it all too well. But you said yourself that I understand you completely, that you believe I'm a remarkable person, and I see how you are still caring for me after all this time.
So let's stop this painful "loving from a distance". Please take a chance with me. We only found happiness together and understanding. For once, we both had deep understanding. Can you be brave and take a chance, not only for me, but for yourself?
Ima mo, aishiteiru.