22 Sep 2018, 4:20 am
Want to do something new and different in "life"
Even though I have obsessive compulsive disorder, this is extreme. Even for me
Maybe my worthless corpse doesn't want to walk. 61 to 86 miles per week anymore
Some articles claim that excessive walking has more problems than it causes
Even the military, police, mailman, do not go around walking this far
Besides my shoes have holes
But don't know what to do differently
No $$$
Only three friends right now
One of them moved to a different state
When I write him Facebook messages it sayhe read it, but no answer
The other one sometimes answers the email
The other one sometimes sits around talking to me for a couple of hours
But sooner or later they will. Rightly or wrongly get angry and not want to be my friends
Maybe
Don't get your hopes up
One of them suggested:
Kayaking, billiards, cooking, watercolor, dbt, Yosemite
Occupational therapy, accounting
22 Sep 2018, 5:47 am
I'm thinking about the future and whether or not I'll learn to drive, help the fmaily buy our home, if I'll get married and have kids... I really need to stop, I'm giving myself a headache
auntblabby
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22 Sep 2018, 7:08 am
why does the blinkin' usb mouse stop working on my windows 10 machine? 
22 Sep 2018, 8:27 am
Happy that even though I ate (plus eight and a half servings) yesterday, weight still the same
Measured weight with two scales
46.7kg, 5'3, 35 years old
Still no menstrual cycle, 82 days
No other symptom
Yet, that I know of
Some diseases cause weight loss
But some doctors that I went to dismissed my complaints
So even if it is a disease the doctor might not diagnose it
Appetite going haywire
Crave scrambled eggs
And tuna salad
Burrito
Do not want to do anything all day long
Job search going nowhere
Want to give up
The current counselor has a lot of strengths:
Professional attitude
Not obsessed with the Mandated Reporter Law
Sometimes says "excuse me," instead of "what)
Stop and start on time
Did not overbook
But she's so predictable
She acts like I am so fragile and can't handle anything
Everything is an "unfortunate thing that happened" . As if only fortunate things should happen
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22 Sep 2018, 9:26 pm
Do not know how to fix the computer
Barely computer literate
Do not know how to fix the car
Barely know how to drive
Do not know how to cook
Too lazy to follow recipe
Emotional regulation
Grad school
Self actualization
Osteoporosis
Arthritis
Do not know how to iron clothes
Barely know how to do laundry
Do not know how to fix the house
Do not know how to drive stick
With several exception, do not know how to do anything useful
Only know philosophical concepts without functional application
Will never get anywhere close to self actualization
Because of my weird personality
No motivation to do anything
Loitering and panhandling
Afraid of dogs
With or without a job, I can barely do anything
At the free clinic today someone had an on leash dog
Wtf?
"Service animal"
Service lion
35 years old and too late to succeed, pretty much
Finished menopause
Vitamin d, calcium, iron, protein
Many foods suddenly taste wierd and bad and too sweet
23 Sep 2018, 12:11 am
Barely computer literate
Do not know how to fix the car
Barely know how to drive
Do not know how to cook
Too lazy to follow recipe
Emotional regulation
Grad school
Self actualization
Osteoporosis
Arthritis
Do not know how to iron clothes
Barely know how to do laundry
Do not know how to fix the house
Do not know how to drive stick
With several exception, do not know how to do anything useful
Only know philosophical concepts without functional application
Will never get anywhere close to self actualization
Because of my weird personality
No motivation to do anything
Loitering and panhandling
Afraid of dogs
With or without a job, I can barely do anything
At the free clinic today someone had an on leash dog
Wtf?
"Service animal"
Service lion
35 years old and too late to succeed, pretty much
Finished menopause
Vitamin d, calcium, iron, protein
Many foods suddenly taste wierd and bad and too sweet
try googling "easy recipe for 'whatever you like'"
23 Sep 2018, 12:55 am
my computer isn't behaving at all
because it died.
auntblabby
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Location: the island of defective toy santas
23 Sep 2018, 1:04 am
my computer isn't behaving at all because it died.
at least you seem to have an alternate means of posting here. ever since last February's windows 10 update [mandatory security stuff] my mouse has been dodgy. ach. nobody has a solution other than wiping the hard drive and freshly reinstalling windows 10. ain't gonna happen.
23 Sep 2018, 1:14 am
