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16 Apr 2022, 11:35 pm

Just how once you've hit that point of literal no return of mental anguish, it ends up relinquishing all those walls you had up to hide who you are, to protect it, guard it, as its fragility couldn't handle its life, nor did it think it could extinguish anything else; emotional pain becomes too hard to distinguish. It's easier with the walls, but they're gone, along with those white halls, for good or bad.

Wondering how I never picked up any ticks from the last two days of work outside, as I was chest to branch and shoulder to creeper in quite thick brush for far too long. I guess like snakes, they're never where you expect them to be.



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17 Apr 2022, 9:12 am

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From work? Try to remember you're being held to an unrealistic standard. It's not you that's the problem.

Yes. Even though the standard is unrealistic I'm just really upset because I don't want to get fired and disappoint my aunt. Plus, getting fired from my first job because of issues that are from my autism (and thus are mostly uncontrollable) will suck. :(

I'm also just really overwhelmed right now because my workplace is super loud and chaotic, and I've been holding back a meltdown all week, so that doesn't help my ability to handle stress either.



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17 Apr 2022, 10:16 am

Weekends are meant for meltdowns??. Hoping Everyone has a Happy Easter …. :D


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17 Apr 2022, 11:37 am

A sign said "beware of dog. Not responsible for injury or death"

What the flying f**k?
Their dogs are their financial responsibility. As long as you are not trespassing on their property, they are financially and legally responsible for all damages incurred

Posting a sign otherwise does not change that

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Considering lying on resume by adding companies that went out of business to my work history. But of course then I have to remember it and make up a bunch of more lies. And that might make me a little less unemployable at best. Which is not that great anyways. And someone might find out

Unemployable

Stuck in my current dumpster fire "job"

Lot Attendant. Minimum wage, part time

Day laborers have the nerve to scream things at me

Makes me feel endangered

Reckless drivers frequently almost run over my worthless corpse

Too many potholes

Rude and annoying customers and employees

Childish, ghettoass, lazy coworkers

Some employees do little more than sit around flapping their stupidass traps and nothing happens to them except promotion to assistant manager. For example antakia

Customers and employees get away with telling me anything and telling me to do anything



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17 Apr 2022, 6:10 pm

Stifling days of medical situations …… And possibly many more coming in my future . Grump grump grump..!what happened to my more cheery attitude , I once had …. Grump !


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18 Apr 2022, 1:50 am

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18 Apr 2022, 2:59 am

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8O



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18 Apr 2022, 4:00 am

Why I hadn't thought about making lavander scented diluted fab con as a room spray earlier?


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18 Apr 2022, 5:40 am

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8O 8O 8O ……hope you do not ……


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18 Apr 2022, 10:19 am

I opened PowerPoint for the first time since... autumn 2019? Gotta make a lecture for this autumn's hobby event, but I feel like my skills on using the program are a little rusty. But well, I got four months plus some days to get the thing done, so no need to panic.



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18 Apr 2022, 2:14 pm

My mother's house flooded overnight. :(


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18 Apr 2022, 2:39 pm

Very sorry to hear of this Isabella …… was settling down to lunch , when I read this …Hope she recovers from the flooding . 8O


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19 Apr 2022, 2:26 am

i was :?: why is that one in every dance? in a function or a funny weird local who joins every event?
-the resemblance with my farmer friend is hilarious-

eventually i wasn't the only one wondering, he's become a kind of yt-personality
i guess he comes with the singer/dj ?
& bagpipes (and haggis)??



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19 Apr 2022, 6:09 am

Just how I don't care what people look like (yeah, that one often won't go over well as it might make people feel like you think they're ugly or something as I do have some social awareness), rather the person who they are, is what I see. The same goes for most things, actually. How wealthy someone is. Their status and/or power. None of it means anything to me in the end.

Which I guess might be from some of those life lessons? Maybe it's just me though. Maybe both and the former solidified the latter.



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19 Apr 2022, 6:13 am

that i'm f-ing still up at 4 f-ing in the f-ing morning when i'm supposed to get the eff up before f-ing noon to pick up my f-ing lawnmower from the f-ing repair place. :roll:



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19 Apr 2022, 8:27 am

Hope you get some rest Auntblabby……and your mower turns out well . And they help you load it . :D


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