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I picked up my prescription refills yesterday, but accidentally left them at my church.

My mom got very mad & believed that I did it on purpose.

Thankfully, the priest has them and will stop by my house later today.

My neck muscles are tense and I can't relax

I need to finish studying.

My class presentation is next Monday at 2 PM.

The heck was I thinking? Drinking coffee after an underslept day and the day after.

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Expecting another 'rain event'.
Wondering what will get washed away this time?
Along with my sanity.

Grey skies and thunder will come with that one. Grey skies regardless, no blue and no sun. Unwanted, unhappiness and memories with this one.

Today, the deep depressions along the riverbed were full with stagnant water. Didn't watch where I stepped in the grey woods and there was no difference. Which proves my longstanding point all the more broader. It doesn't really matter.

that i'm still up when a more sane person would be blissfully sawin' logs.

Institutionalised ableism and autism advancement

I'm trying to decide if I should be offended or pleased... today as I got to my apartment building I was carrying a grocery shopping bag, and before I could open the front door to the lobby, some teen opened it from the inside, but she didn't come out herself, so it's obvious that she opened it for me. After I thanked her, she responded with a phrase that translates to "you're welcome", but she used a respectful way of speech that's rarely used these days and when it is, it's usually by service workers to customers OR by young people to significantly older people... do I look that old?

I mean, glad to see polite youngsters for a change, but er... really? Do I come across as old? Or does she just talk like that to everyone?

I just received news of a tragedy.
My friend is on life support on the other side of the world.
She lost her new baby and her MIL in the same incident.

Prayers and well-wishes sent to the universe would be appreciated.

I'll hope for the best there. Life can kinda suck.

Thinking of what I can do with my newfound obsession with stitching and sewing needles. Maybe make "morbid" rag dolls? "This is Barry, the drug dealer that just got into a knife fight with someone that refused to pay him," rag doll.

Revealing parts of myself that are private and how that feels so terrifying. My practice is generally to keep things to myself because typically revelations result in ostracism or misunderstandings. Being my real autistic self feels dangerous.

Just trying to get over a breakup. 13 years. Was my other half and my best friend. I never thought I'd ever have someone love and understand me so much. And now that he left me (Mainly because it was long distance, and he changed his mind about moving. (and me moving there wouldn't have worked for many reasons) We met and went on trips many times) I just am so scared that I'll be alone forever, and not just as far as relationships go, but friendships too. I have trouble connecting with people anyway, and even online I don't make friends like I used to.

Can I just sleep until I see my new therapist in two weeks?

Wishing I could cease to exist, or a least be a completely different person.

getting stuff done that should be done.