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Played music loudly for a while. Was having a grand time.

Then suddenly it's too loud.

Sigh. Time to go to a dark, quiet room and reacclimate myself.

Constantly worried tattletale tom might be successful at getting my worthless corpse made redundant. "At will" employer. No "due process" or critical thinking. He's having sex with the boss. The company can do anything it wants, legal or illegal, and the only way you can stop them is by winning a civil lawsuit.

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Past couple of days, a couple of times an hour, stabbing sensation in left ribs. Not painful but it is hard to ignore.

Wonder if it is a medical symptom

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Upper left back pain since last Monday.

Paranoid that if I can't do my job, get fired and nobody will ever hire my worthless corpse again

Meanwhile plenty of incompetent lil dipshits earn a lot more than me, and just because they have (what society thinks of as) great personality

(Rolls eyes)

Over 40. Things could only go downhill. Especially health

The aging process

But whatever

Vulnerable.
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Fragile

Shy timid

Wounded

Zero hobbies or willpower or "friends"

Bored and lonely at home

Not interested or good at anything

Surreal dissociated

Associated

Nothing to look forward to

No car and no cash

Exhausted all the time

Have to be close to a litterbox at all times

Do not even feel like talking

Just eating

Way too many annoying lil dipshits can't be trusted

Too many ass holes owe me an apology, s**t

Destroyed my "life "

The point of no return

Wounded

Not comfortable dealing with the public

Rude entitled arrogant annoying demanding loud self righteous customers

Brain tired

Brain fog

Physical therapy Thursday.

But I find it hard to imagine that the back pain will just go away

Occupational hazard

Ear bobby pin scratch feels like masturbating

Look in mirror naked

Vulnerable and exposed and fragile

My stupidass "friend" had the nerve to refuse to say "excuse me" instead of "what" and I just passive aggressively tolerated the lil b***h for a couple of years because (monopolistic competition) but now it feels like (emotional labor). Especially after having to put up with slaves, customers and day laborers and other idiots all day long, s**t

Kayla feder b***h and Rolando morales penis owe me an apology. Kayla has been in violation of the Fair Labor Standards Act for a couple of years. That self righteous self important lil b***h has had a lot of slaves doing volunteer work for a few hours a week, for a few years.

Just because she is a "good aikido instructor"

(Rolls eyes)

Meanwhile Kayla b***h's slaves refuse to put up with the slightest thing, from my worthless corpse, s**t

For example. Wearing the wrong rags

Scratching out of control (medical condition)

Sitting the wrong way. Not seiza

"Breathing incident"

Those ret*d ass holes got their priorities even more mixed up than scrambled eggs

My worthless corpse is not awesome in any way shape or form, but Kayla b***h doesn't care about anything or anyone besides her cash and herself

Makes me so sad

Rolando penis told me that Kayla b***h said that I was banned from the dojo for the "breathing incident", when I mimed the bathroom.

Total overreaction

The fair labor standards act penalty is two years in jail

While I did nothing illegal and didn't hurt anyone

But I am too lazy to tattle to the Department of Labor on Kayla b***h

If I tattle, I might have to testify in court, receive government phone calls, or do other BS. You can't just fill out a form


Off leash dogs

Ozben b***h had the nerve to bring an off leash dogs. (Leash law violation). Kayla b***h and ozben b***h and Rolando penis get away with anything. My worthless corpse gets a grotesquely exaggerated punishment for the slightest slight

"Care", "help" "friend",

Cost of goods sold

Ant infestation

Itchy

Misunderstood

Vilified

Sue Kayla b***h

Tattle on Kayla b***h to the department of labor

I wonder if Richard Branson used to pretend to be one of the Bee Gees before he became famous in his own right

It's hot again today. I was thinking about trying to do more yardwork, but I don't know that it'll be under 80 degrees until later this evening and I have no shade back there. I'm not trying to wipe myself out completely. Or get a sunburn. I'd like to clean and do some mundane house things I should attend to, but I seem to have zero motivation for all that today. I seem to have zero motivation in general these days. I'm not sure what's up with that, but it's getting to be problematic. I think I might be in a bit of a funk or rut or something.

i don't want to go to work tomorrow

"God forbid any protein get in your body."

Heaven help us. ^

I love having an autistic partner.
When we wake up, instead of discussing boring things like the day ahead we can research and discuss how bakelite and linoleum are made.

my mind is just full of music. my favorite band is кино, highly reccomend!!

Tsoi

I really like apple pie moonshine.

A really, really tight grip over the spoiled brat in my head.

It was really satisfying.
Even with all the mistakes I did, even with all the misunderstandings that happened...
Even if it's so tiring and if hurt.

At least the fricking brat is not the manager of this damn head of mine.


Now, how do I make this more permanent?
Or at least kill this brat out of my head?

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I'm very excited for my Wii to get here. I still have some of my Wii games and I can't wait to play Twilight Princess again.