Another urge to just soak in the tub and with raging electricity prices and being poor, ended up with not so hot bath.
Now warmer than getting out, but not really hot enough. Then I just quiver and try soak up whatever warmth in bath. End up in luke warm water but can't find power to get out. Luckily I didn't fall asleep this time as whdn I wake up in cold water, it's so cold, by then I finally jump out the bath.
Darn, I wish I could have very hot bath and top it up, everyday. Suppose a hot kettle in basin and wash down isn't that bad. Gosh, wish I was rich sometimes, not to forsake everything I am but to just spare few creature comforts. Still dreaming of last good meal, imagine eating like that everyday, hmmm maybe I'd finally gain more mass.