Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I woke up at two in the afternoon, like I've been doing for about the last week, and it's really driving me nuts because it's like I'm just wasting my days doing nothing. I need an excuse to get out of the house and do something, maybe see one of my friends or my uncle. I like routine as much as the next aspie, but I get bored of things fairly easily as well.

Life sucks!

My brother goes 'hey, I'll pick you up from outside McDonalds today at 4pm and we'll go and get your car eh (it was in at the mechanics)...be ready at 4pm and wait right outside...don't go anywhere, or I will miss you'.

So, I said 'okay'...and I was there at 4pm and he didn't show...it became 4-30pm and still, no brother...then it started to pour down rain and it became very cold, but I had to stand in that one place and not move...I got totally saturated...5pm and still, no brother...and I was cold, hungry, shivering and needed to take a bathroom break.

Finally, at 5-30 my brother came and I was already in the middle of a full-blown meltdown by that stage.

I'm like 'what took you so long?' he's like 'sorry, I got caught up at work...some people actually DO THAT around here, you know?" then I'm like 'no need to get rude with me when you are only trying to cover up your own guilt here, mate'.

He goes 'yeah, way to go to treat those who are only just trying to do you a favour'...so I just said 'fine, remind me never to ask again in future...it's obvious you are just way too busy to have the time running around doing 'favours'".

Him: "you're not wrong and should be more bloody appreciative of that". Dear lord, if I was any more appreciative of how 'busy' he is, I'd never, ever see him.

I tried to explain that I start stimming and have meltdowns when people keep me waiting...and he's like 'well then, sister, you have a real problem there' and I just say 'don't you think I know it? but I cannot help it!'

Suffice to say, it's time I started thinking about moving on from here...the whole environment is toxic enough for me as it is...and I don't need it...and I know they don't need it either...

Where the hell is respite care when it is needed?...

[quote="SoMissunderstood"...then it started to pour down rain [/quote]
i drove from the blue mountains to chatswood today and there was no rain. it was blue skies all the way. i do not think it rained in sydney today.

I forgot to renew my car rego. s**t. And I'm doing a lot of highway driving tomorrow

I have the flu.

What they hey just hire a car at the last minute. It only gets charged to the card I never pay off

I'm actually kinda looking forward to driving this XR6 (I hope it's blue!). Providing the booking was actually successful. I can't get it till 10am though so I'm going to get to Grafton late.

It's strange, I had a bizarre premonition about something being wrong with my car this weekend. Turns out there is; it's unregistered and illegal to drive lol.

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Meetings.

I hate them. There's always the people with something else to say who try to drag it out. It's f*****g boring and it's all BS anyway.

What ever gets said goes in one ear and straight out the other with me.

I just hid behind my computer for the rest of the day and tried to be invisible.

It worked to a certain degree.

A stupid argument.

The trampoline my little brothers and I used is destroyed because it was blown over by a storm and the metal frame is all bent out of shape.
RIP trampoline spring 2009-June 20, 2014.

I won't be getting my pay cheque for a week and a half that I was supposed to get today. My job placement specialist tried to pick it up from the farm today, but my boss wasn't there. The entire staff at the employment office that I've been going to to get help looking for work are taking a one week break next week. I can wait. If I can wait two years to be employed again, I can wait a week and a half for my cheque.

I haven't been sleeping very well lately. I'm over tired and frustrated. Never do your hobbies on a lack of sleep, kids.

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My stepfather is fixing the only toilet in the house. I don't think there is anything wrong with it, so I don't see why he is messing around with it.

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