I hate, hate HATE having people come over to my house. Some guys keep coming over to fix our heating/cooling system. It's becoming a very long, drawn-out process. Oh yeah, and due to their tinkering (they weren't able to finish) we have no air conditioning till tomorrow, or perhaps the next day. It's about 90 degrees Fahrenheit outside too.
I haven't been sleeping very well lately either. I get plenty of hours of sleep, but the quality of the sleep isn't good at all, so no matter how long I sleep I always wake up feeling exhausted.
My dad has been working out of town a lot lately too. Nothing at my house "feels right" when he's gone.
Oh yeah, and my sister's pregnant again - less than half a year after she just gave birth. She and her husband always need to bum handouts from my parents because they can barely take care of their three children as it is, not to mention the fact that my mom always needs to babysit and provide emotional support for my neurotic sister... I can't even begin to imagine what a 4th child will do to our family's dynamics...
So yeah, due to the combination of these things I have been pretty emotional lately. It's hard to cope; I feel like I have been sent reeling when I was just barely starting to work on developing my coping skills. Oh no, I couldn't have gotten my bearings back when my life was peaceful and quiet - No, I just
had to wait until a million things started happening at once. Argh!
