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Some of moms high school friends are coming for dinner tonight.

my life.

I feel bad for her. I'll always feel bad for her. The thing is, she could be relatively content. But it's hard to know that.

I had to go rafting with my parents today. I'm terrified of rafts. And my parents are separating so it was weird. Fortunately, the fear went away six beers in. Unfortunately, that's a scary prospect in itself.

More scarily,both of my parents drove home, after drinking almost as much as I did. And I was in the car with one of them. He was driving in the middle of the road, smoking in the truck (which he never does), going 50 on windy narrow roads, he stopped to buy us each a 24 oz to drink on the way home lright after passing a bunc8h of cops, I made a comment which resulted in him driving without his hand on the wheel.

"Really you shouldn't drink and drive, but I feel fit to drive. If you crash out here you're going off a cliff or into the river, hahaha."

I thought I was gonna die.

Edit: Plus, the calories!

My mom and my sister had a screen time discussion.

Sunburn

itch cream schmitch cream.

Found out yesterday that the err, "rent free housemate"/former partner of my brother probably served time at Silverwater jail before they met. She would have been in there for theft or selling drugs I presume. My stepma said she once told her that she met Katherine Knight once when she visited her uncle in prison but the story was a farce and she was the one in prison herself.

She lived with us rent free years ago when my brother still lived here. It makes me unhappy knowing my brother knew this yet still invited her to live with us. She stole money and belongings from us.

I wrote a long post for WP at work then the stupid work computer crashed. When I got home I had to rewrite it from memory but it wasn't quite verbatim the same.

I keep thinking about what I need to get done, but then zoning off again. Time for more caffeine...

anxiety

Nothing

Nothing

Still getting used to the new meds regimen. I woke up a bunch of times last night soaked in sweat with my heart pounding so hard my ears hurt. I am guessing nightmares, but I never remember dreams at all.

My collection of Game Boy games was left in a car which was crushed into a cube