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1996 was 20 years ago, I'm not even 20 years old yet.

Fascinating :^)

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My left hand hurts right now, like I've got a cramp or something. I'm left-handed, so this is making things difficult. Maybe it's from all the scrubbing I did to get the craft paint off some plastic dolls that I was customizing but screwed up like I always do.

s**t day. Too tired to rant too much, just feeling like I spend my days trying to solve problems that shouldn't be, and it takes too long. Waste my time in the bus, malls, into the noise would make a good movie title. Exhausting and nothing gets solved this week. Cringing.

Anticipating another job interview that may happen this Friday or sometime next week.

I became passionately involved with someone for the first time in about four years, but I decided it best to break off the romance due to my damaged emotional skills and the behaviour of a past ex, who carried around a lot of baggage.
The thing with some people is they are too busy thinking, what if, and honesty rewards failure in not being able to manage the improper ridicules and insults, with the nicest, selfless words.
It's hard to manifest unconditional love to someone who registers a type 2 love to a narcissist.
I have had these types of relationships before, whereby little self resolution persists with loathing kind innocent people,infecting their own status all around them.
I'f I ever speak my mind again, it will be through a silent and neutral therapist.

I am planning my vacation. It feels great.

The "AAT Level 2" course I am considering studying.

What some people quietly think is that the attention they put out there, is the same as they'll get back but it doesn't always work like that.
You can never actually stop loving someone even after they ve gone in mind and body.
The greatest love of all, can't be possessed or forgotten about and the greatest love of all are the dreams that were never lost.
Time heals most wounds and I believe in a love that isn't blind, but strong and accessible.
I've many battle scars and adding one more to my collection isn't going to make much difference.

Good for you Empathy in a sincere manner of typing this out.

^Thanks for the shared reflexes^ I don't have a type share preference so to speak.

I'm sincere on any part of my account, so just to be extra vigilant I will say that the sunshine warmed me for a time whilst I moved past the armouries restlessly searching for the end and, when I finally emerged extroverted at the top,.. I sank down within the riches of this place wondering.. Placidly..if my baby really had shot me down.

Happy to still be part of the living and not confronting part of an impulse to change gears.. yet.
Blackmailing, selfishly minded liars and cheats, are a distress signal to anyone in post natal distress.
The worst type of dishonesty is no willingness to share a single ounce of truth with the same admirer and then backtracking their own social discomforts on social media.
I now have sheep's breath owing to some live yoghurt I've had to insert at both ends of this equation and then being enticed into being the mature lover, the seductive bait, before being able to' pass on' the same passion to a pessimist freebie in the area that is mind over definition, body over dedication, why not switch the two around and stick to non verbal flavours which bear no secret antenna back to the main source.
The epidemic for us now is we know that there is always something our there to be ventured but as I'm not on PayPal or eBay anymore, there won't be nothing gained.
I hope this adds a warning to the many caught in long distance relationships which tap into unwanted shares and foreign chequed stereotypes.

Tired, I think it's a good tired as I went swimming. And perhaps a good night sleep.