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I have a bike-related problem to complain about, too, but right now I have something else to rant about. Why are there so many trash people around!? They are far worse than feral cats. We might as well humanely put them down, too. They are only doing harm to civilized people.

I can't break out of this stupid nocturnal sleep pattern arrrrrrgh.

am really tired today.

"Don't you smile?"

I just got done marching a full run of the [band] show, and now I'm trying to eat, which is something I can't do when people are hovering around me. So get the [insert expletive here] away from me and leave me alone.

This cool,dry air.

i am s**t at parking. also i sweated (swat?) a lot today.


^hint: that's supposed to be sweat

heyyy! You can't be worse than me! I'm sure it will all settle once you start driving school.

Well, I'm so bad in both parking and driving that I gave up driving years ago.

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I had a really depressing/horrible dream while napping. That horrible feeling was so intense that I still can't shake it off completely.

I need lots of coffee today.

I had an awful nightmare last night. I'm still a little scared because of it.

I was over at my parents house for an early Thanksgiving dinner (Thanksgiving is tomorrow in Canada, but I understand my parents wanting to just relax after a day they spent mostly cooking and baking) That part made me happy, the turkey and veggies were delicious, as usual. It was dessert that made me unhappy. The coconut cream pie my mother made hadn't even begun to set and the filling was running all over my plate. It looked really gross. My dad ate his piece and liked it just fine but I had to tell my mother I was sorry but it looked like someone had already eaten it. I felt bad because I said I would eat and really enjoy it because my mother had made the pie this morning and for some reason she had all kinds of problems. It was as if the pie gods or whatever were watching from above and said "she can't make coconut cream pie for Thanksgiving, it must be apple or pumpkin pie", and today at breakfast she told us the long story of how she got the ingredients mixed up and she baked two pie crusts because she wanted to make butterscotch pie for my grandmother but the crust was too dark and it fell apart or something, and she forgot to put egg yolks in the filling and that might be why it wasn't set. She assumed it would because it thickened while she was cooking it on the stove. My mom thinks she was too distracted because she was trying to get the turkey ready as well, but she normally makes really good pie and lately every little thing makes me worry she's in the early stages of dementia because my grandfather has it. The pumpkin muffins she made the day before were really good, however. I'm sure next time dessert will not be a total disaster and we'll look back on this and laugh.

Parents making a big effing deal out of my upcoming birthday like they always do, prompting nervousness and panic attacks. They think it's so fun but they have no idea how much damage they're doing. Can't wait until it's over after Tuesday.

oh, those are always some of the worst experiences. the brain just loves to play mad tricks on us, as if we're not the masters of it. i hope you feel better soon, my dreams nowadays are pleasant but i still can't shake off how bad my nightmares as a child made me feel.

@ Boo, yeah, i'm probably not.
i don't think i'll go to actual driving school, just private lessons mayhaps.
after december i'll be able to get the permit without even the drivers ed and training but i have to wait until june to get the license if i don't have the training certificates.

i tried drivers ed online but it suddenly locked me out for whatever dumb reason and i can't get back in.


also, i don't think anything made me unhappy today, besides the usual sunday worry about having the weekdays right round the corner.
that's a first...

Our septic system keeps acting up, and it comes up through the drains and spits up black mold. Really f*****g gross.

I did not sleep well.

Bloody CityLink!