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I am still a bit sore today.

The unique themed tables at the pizza parlor aren't there anymore. I'm guessing they went to the new business and the old one just has regular tables now. The new business is far away. I liked the tables. Each one was different. A few of them were card-based like the whole thing was Magic: The Gathering cards. There was a ton of variety.

My social studies teacher gave me a lot of homework to do this weekend.

Mom baked monkey bread today and it filled the whole kitchen with smoke. While I was doing dishes.

Seeing my old friend as I do most weekends. He is in the final stages of Multiple Sclerosis. I always feel guilty about feeling depressed when he's there lying in bed and still cracking a smile with all his troubles. Life can be so unfair.

I miss having a feeling of connection. I miss feeling strong. I feel directionless and disoriented, and it's not pleasant.

People next door are having a child's birthday party.

Noise, noise, noise!

And a big, noisy inflatable bouncy-house, causing hours of screaming, laughing, and more screaming.....

I have three and a half hours to get some sleep before I must get up to go to work...this is dreadful.

The parking on this street must be wretched.....the parents are all attending the party, as well as their offspring.

I am so tired.

I feel vaguely unpleasant today for unknown reasons. I feel like I've been up on stimulants for a few days. I can't concentrate and I haven't been able to do anything besides stim a lot.

My mother told me, first of all, that my brother won't be coming home for Christmas this year. I had expected that because she had mentioned it before. But then she told me that she and my dad won't be home on my birthday this February because they are taking a trip down south for their anniversary that same month (it's their 45th!), because that's the only time she can book a decent flight. And THEN she mentions she and Dad might not be home on the Easter weekend because my dad, who loves watching curling, got two free tickets to a curling event in Halifax.

I know I'm being selfish for being even a little upset that my parents are going away to do things they enjoy, and Mom said we will celebrate my birthday and Easter early because of it, but not only do I have to deal with the changes of them being away, but it's going to be during my special day and Easter and while it would be great to get cake and presents and chocolate earlier, when the days really roll around it will be like a boring, ordinary day and I know none of my other relatives will do anything special with me, I'll just be stuck here in my apartment ALONE.

I found out that a former friend is saying nasty things about me behind my back. I never talked bad about them even after our friendship broke up.

Cramps. And email notifications aren't working.

My mother took $300 out of my bank account and still hasn't returned it.

My sister is growing up an entitled brat and she literally just came into my room and said "I'm picking you up from work tomorrow because I want you to pay me"

My mom alienated my brother after hearing how the Darren Wilson trial played out

I'm just so done with my family. I need to get out of this cesspool of toxicity. I also want my money back, I worked my ass off to get it.

My mom came into my apartment while I was asleep and stole my vodka.

I don't get paid until Friday.

I've had a severe headache that medicine won't touch for 24 hours

The cold. Looks like it's going to be the first snow covered thanksgiving in several years.