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The store was busy.

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I miss not having loud music/noise blaring everywhere, in Jeddah. silence.. peace.. AND privacy.

here it seems loud music (deafening or distracting) is like a pre-requisite to any establishment, any store.
and people jumping in your face constantly with fake smiles, as they have been told to do.

A colleague and I were muttering about the odd choices people make and how for us, as coordinators, we don't always know what to do because we don't know the whole story. It took me years to realize that many, many people think nothing of telling lies because they don't want to tell you the truth, even if it is not really a problem, the truth that is.

It is believed that London's Big Ben was named after Sir Benjamin Hall, First Commissioner for Works, whose name is inscribed on the bell. Others attest that the bell was named after Ben Caunt, a champion heavyweight boxer.

"Oh, hi ho in the lavender wood
A sterile cuckoo is crying.
Oh, hi ho in the lavender snow
A sterile cuckoo is dying.
In the darkness of her heart
It is always three o'clock in the morning."
(the character mary anne "pookie" adams, in the movie "the sterile cuckoo.")

My place is to be like a mother octopus, dying in the process of trying to help her offspring. To leave momentarily the duty of care, is death for them. Their fragility is extreme.

Realized it again today after certain incidents.


Nothing wrong with that- but to the 'world' it is wrong

( eg old lawyer saying 'what have you accomplished? Nothing! Nothing! have you accomplished anything? Etc')

This World takes it as though everyone is born on equal footing, equal opportunities and circumstances available,
equal in ability and that you have virtually identical children to them. What is equal is dignity and honouring everyone. But these types think honour is something transient, to be earned and easily lost. In reality someone's honour is intrinsic, and divinely bestowed.

Such people have no willingness to understand-
as I saw with him and 'her' (refuse to call her a woman, she is a traitor at the deepest most sacred level, where a real woman would have not have been).
They knew all the details - they knew day to day and week to week and past events too. They knew and they refused to accept it.

This incident (and past), those types will refuse to acknowledge as it would overturn the basis of their philosophy.

The other dimension (for which one gives each person benefit of the doubt, honour, etc) is ignored by them. Except as a means of pushing others down.

I might have betrayed someone unknowingly or accidentally but I never lied about someone to them to make my previous lie seem real to others.

Not In writing nor otherwise.

Food in small packages is ecological abomination but it saves me, being ready to eat and not eaten by my husband before he could think he shouldn't.

Getting my new reading glasses today

Becoming a sorcerer seems like a practical career choice.