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12 Feb 2020, 4:05 pm

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I have.....no motivation for life right now. I give up.

Also I swear if my mom calls one more time to complain I am going to f**king punch a wall


I feel like this calls for a plush cat. Would you like Noire or Tabby?


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12 Feb 2020, 6:55 pm

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I have.....no motivation for life right now. I give up.

Also I swear if my mom calls one more time to complain I am going to f**king punch a wall


In my opinion your mom needs to step back and care more about your feelings than push you to things like 'the Dean's list.' You mental well-being is the ultimate priority.


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12 Feb 2020, 9:46 pm

I'm watching episodes of Daria.

Daria: "I don't have low self esteem....I have low esteem for everyone else." I laughed out loud. Love it. :lol:



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13 Feb 2020, 4:21 am

So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.



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13 Feb 2020, 4:44 am

LoraAdora wrote:
So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.

Hugs for you, LoraAdora. It's so unfair. I wish you find someone who values you for who you are.
Just don't join any cult!


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13 Feb 2020, 10:07 am

LoraAdora wrote:
So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.

My mom is the same with me.
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13 Feb 2020, 10:11 am

LoraAdora wrote:
So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.


Did you want to go out to the shops?


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13 Feb 2020, 10:14 am

magz wrote:
LoraAdora wrote:
So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.

Hugs for you, LoraAdora. It's so unfair. I wish you find someone who values you for who you are.
Just don't join any cult!


Thank you ((hugs back)) I hope I can find someone as well. I've found you and lots of people here who are really nice and treat me like an actual person so that helps a lot. It's when I'm offline and I'm in the cold atmosphere is when it's hardest.

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LoraAdora wrote:
So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.

My mom is the same with me.
Hugs


I'm so sorry you're going through the same thing ((hugs to you)) :heart: . Always here if you need to talk.



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13 Feb 2020, 11:28 am

LoraAdora wrote:
So this morning when I woke up I tried some bonding with my mum. Everything I said she either ignored or nodded but didn’t say anything to keep the talk going, which has made me feel so low this morning. She hates me so much, the looks she gives me are of pure hatred and my dad’s the same. He hasn’t said anything to me in ages. I think they regret having me. My brothers and sisters never speak to me, they just pretend I don’t exist and this morning my eldest sister said she was going to the shops and asked my other sisters if they wanted to go with her, she didn’t even ask me. I’m so tired of it all now.


Hugs. You deserve so much better than this.



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13 Feb 2020, 11:49 am

I'm leaving WP for a while, it doesn't feel safe to describe how I feel here anymore. I don't trust people at all lately & I'm burnt out completely today.

I feel like a machine robbed of my emotions which only does difficult, tedious work. I think people gave me no choice.


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13 Feb 2020, 12:35 pm

Yall I restarted my computer and I had like 10 Chrome windows with multiple important tabs pulled open for an ongoing project of mine and THEYRE ALL GONE. THERE WAS NO REOPEN BUTTON.
IM GONNA DIE.
My history isnt even recent it says last opened is a tab from like yesterday evening.

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13 Feb 2020, 4:56 pm

Jeffrey Epstein death wasn't a suicide.


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13 Feb 2020, 5:13 pm

just dropped two tabs of acid. now we wait


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13 Feb 2020, 5:50 pm

I just drank a fifth of vodka, dare me to drive? :hic:


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13 Feb 2020, 5:54 pm

ש

as long as you know where you're going


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13 Feb 2020, 6:06 pm

My girlfriend and I will be visiting a Red Cross donation center tomorrow to donate blood.

We have not decided where we will go after, but likely it will be an indoor location.


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