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I am a monkey.

I lost my chopsticks.

And no, I don't eat with those. I'm Southeast Asian, not East Asian.

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What shall I do this week?

I'm just a fish in the ocean.

Astray on my chosen role.

So yep, being a witness is the best thing for me.
If I put myself to the same situation, I end up with different choices. Same situation, different reactions.
After all, there's no wrong answer.

And why would I lie that I can relate? Perhaps I should stop trying. Cry all you want. At the moment? I'm sick of it. Not because I read or watches too many sob stories, because I've seen too many before my eyes that I wished that I didn't care.

Maybe in another time. Maybe in another life I will.

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suicide

Hey it's a goldfish, and I'm a marine creature as well

Its a much larger fish,

I should probably leave

Also hold me wp (As opposed to hold me /b), I having a very bad couple of days.

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Sorry to hear you've not been doing so well sir.

The asphalt at the bottom of this high rise is looking mighty soft and there is missing window panel right out side my place.

I am suicidal as hell tonight,

I am just going to cry here,

I am not going to act on it, must not act on it.

Dear sir, please don't think like that dcj123

Trust me I am very much on page with that but I am having problems,

Isolation problems, PTSD problems, problems.

I am trying to chill as much as possible. I want the thoughts less then you want to hear about them.

Its just communication is bad, had flash backs last night, communicated flashbacks poorly, no drugs and I can kinda see its probably a mask to a larger problem but I can't deal with myself sober, you know that. I am just having a bad night, I think I should probably just sleep. I don't know.

dcj123, your emotional content does not bother me in the least, cause I can literally see myself as I've felt downhearted, maybe never to a suicide level though have been in dark places and could not see a damned way out of the timeless void.To be brutally honest there has been times I wished I could have traded places with my older brother yet, such is not the case, whereby I'm left to make my way through life without any guidance or compass to help me navigate the bad things or people, I've came across in life.

More sleep?

The days drag.
I've never not worked in my life.
I don't know how people do it.
And no, I do not want to play video games.
I think I'll start painting the house
When this damn migraine goes away.