Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I now have a bathroom phobia. Because I have/had a kidney stone. And had to have it blasted and then had to have a surgical procedure. So it hurts and I'm afraid of the bathroom now. Fun.

I couldn't fall asleep last night. Not sure why.

NOTHING!

I was going to post something that made me happy today but something else (not related) made me rather unhappy. Now I'm not in a mood to talk about anything that made me happy.

Nothing

My neck hurts like a motherf*cker.

There's something wrong with my car again. Sometimes when I drive it feels like the car's tail is being pulled to one side and then the other really erratically (it's not pulling to one side in particular), like there's wind blowing against it but it's a perfectly still day outside, or like I'm driving on sand. It makes me feel like the car is losing control. I suppose its an alignment issue? None of my tyres have the same amount of tread since two of them got replaced at different times thanks to punctures. There's no shuddering in my steering wheel whatsoever. A mechanic will probably look at me like I'm a female driver when I tell him "it feels like I'm driving through a wind storm"

I have a really busy day ahead of me today.

I am so damned sick and tired of doing a favor for people, then getting p!ssed on it's not funny! I have been taking my one roommate to work, since he wrecked his car almost 2 weeks ago. He asked me to drop his prescription for Adderall at the CVS pharmacy not far from where he works. He just enrolled on one of the healthcare exchanges. Aetna, his insurer rejected the claim, stating they need prior authorization from his doctor, who's located in Delaware (he's still waiting for Aetna to assign a PCP here in PA). He went into a hissy fit because of the prior authorization. He was going to pay the full amount of the Adderall, but he's $10.00 short, and I'm broke. I took him to community services, and they gave him little more than a song and dance regarding assistance. They also raised hell with me for not reporting any changes to the household, even though I have 2 other roommates and do not share food. The only thing the 4 of us have in common is the kitchen and living room.

Next, a former roommate comes by to pick up his mail. I caught hell from him for returning his mail to the sender, as he has yet to inform the post office of his new address.

I'm so sick and tired of being Mr. Nice Guy I could puke.

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Honestly, I am always happy because happiness is a state of being; not a feeling or simple emotion. Joy or excitement or ecstacy are more appropiate terms to use to describe positive, love-based feelings/emotions.

Sadness or being sad is more appropiate to describe negative, fear-based emotions(like gloomy, lonely, upset, disappointed, guilty, e.t.c.)

Depression and sadness are not the same. Unfortunately, they are often used synonymously. Like happiness, depression is also a state of being.

So now that I have clarified my viewpoint of this topic, I shall answer it.

Just going back on dialysis was enough to sadden me today. But because I am truly happy, I have recovered from feeling blue completely!

I lost $40. I was using the self checkout at Coles and I used EFTPOS with cashout and I forgot to take the money and only took the receipt. That's the second time I've done this!!

Also I realised an SRT8 is out of the question atm since it's tuned for 98 premium unleaded and that s**t is still 20c dearer per litre than E10 and 91 unleaded. The lowest price I've seen around here for E10 so far is $1.22/litre. It might still run ok on 95 but that's still 15c dearer. I wonder if I can do half 98 and half 91 in one tank to mix it to 95 (it would average out cheaper per litre than the actual 95 unleaded)

I have things to do today and my mom is talking on the phone. I would take the bus to run my errands but she has to pick up some things as well. So I am waiting for her.

It snowed this morning