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05 Oct 2016, 12:26 am

will be dropping shaolin kempo shortly, if not giving my month notice as early as this week. it's been on my mind for long enough that it's a gratuitously inefficient path toward reaching my ultimate goals in martial arts to defend and respect the quality of life of all at the same time in conflict, so much so, that it makes no sense and would be wasteful to study it through the end of this year. quite frankly, don't even want it's ruthless ferocity bound to muscle memory as a potential go-to during practice of mushin no shin and have had to write my own researched and personally approved techniques with what has been taught during my studies of it and practiced them many times more mindfully to even give myself some semblance of peace of mind.

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05 Oct 2016, 2:36 am

Oh yes, 'sir', 'maam', I didn't knew constant worrying and tension is called anxiety. Instead of 'just worried'.
I didn't knew several of my old habits were called stimming. Instead of 'doing something odd or so again and again'
I didn't knew that not knowing what others think is called mind blindness. :roll: Instead of 'what?why?how? X?'
I didn't knew how to describe sensory overload and overstimulation. Instead of 'everything is loud/everything is itchy/painful/everything is chaos'.

And so on and so on... I know this isn't all of it. This is why... I hate words, they are limiting.

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05 Oct 2016, 11:30 am

That I look forward to tomorrow. I have no more chores today, so now I only have to pass the time. Hopefully I will fall a sleep tonight.

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05 Oct 2016, 11:34 am

Got a damn report to do today and I am so not interested. I was doing homework all day yesterday and I'm sick of it. A small break coming up next week. Maybe I can do some exercise and I know I have a lot of cleaning to get done. Gotta drink my coffee and get going in a few.

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05 Oct 2016, 11:39 am

My anxiety hasn't been TOO bad today, I have had a few positive episodes interacting with other people today.

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05 Oct 2016, 4:30 pm

Froya wrote:

My anxiety hasn't been TOO bad today, I have had a few positive episodes interacting with other people today.

Sorry to hear of the internal strife which has tormented you today.

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05 Oct 2016, 9:07 pm

Soon, the colors will become irrelevant.

I hope the day that happens to me will come. And I will not apologize anyone for it.

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05 Oct 2016, 9:47 pm

Think I should probably eat. That should help. I have been in a bit of a foul mood today.

Well, really, all day. -__-

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05 Oct 2016, 10:01 pm

Kalpower.

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06 Oct 2016, 2:44 am

Another late night up for me.

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06 Oct 2016, 6:54 am

kazanscube wrote:

Froya wrote:

My anxiety hasn't been TOO bad today, I have had a few positive episodes interacting with other people today.

Sorry to hear of the internal strife which has tormented you today.

Yes, the anxiety has had a grip on me the last days. How has your day been?

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06 Oct 2016, 7:14 am

I want to get into a debate with someone.

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06 Oct 2016, 7:57 am

Nothing is on my mind,
Its completely blank at this point
On going atomic bomb in my brain
Dealing with fallout
Music

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06 Oct 2016, 9:44 am

Froya wrote:

kazanscube wrote:

Froya wrote:

My anxiety hasn't been TOO bad today, I have had a few positive episodes interacting with other people today.

Sorry to hear of the internal strife which has tormented you today.

Yes, the anxiety has had a grip on me the last days. How has your day been?

It's okay, just that some people feel that acquiring an occupation/job is suppose to be instantaneous. Yet, There are many obstacles that often face a great many autistic persons seeking employment, everything from job interviews to short-sightedness of said companies large or small.

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06 Oct 2016, 11:53 am

kazanscube wrote:

Froya wrote:

kazanscube wrote:

Froya wrote:

My anxiety hasn't been TOO bad today, I have had a few positive episodes interacting with other people today.

Sorry to hear of the internal strife which has tormented you today.

Yes, the anxiety has had a grip on me the last days. How has your day been?

Yes I know, it's very hard. I'm on permanant welfare myself, but I remember it was very stressfull to have that pressure. But as long as you are doing what you can to get a job, there is nothing more you can do. I remember I had the fear of failing, wich sort of made me try to avoid the whole thing all together. I'm not very strong like that, some people can just go to one job interview after another untill they get a job.

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06 Oct 2016, 2:49 pm

Nothing. I woke up late again today.

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