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I'm trying to find some good music to listen.

I am now an open book. I got nothing better to do with my time.

Suddenly for some reason I miss riding horses bareback and shooting. Not necessarily at the same time.

I have the same melodramatic tendencies as my sisters.

People are surprisingly nice when asked for clarification. Or, surprisingly nice in general. Moreso than I thought.

It feels good to cry, it lessen the anxiety.

I think the job interview today went much better than the last one. I brought a copy of my resume with me and that really impressed the woman interviewing me. She liked that I have open availability and was glad that my resume said that I was good and accurate with money handling. They said I wold probably or definitely (I can't remember, and that bothers me) be getting a call after the weekend when she goes over the applications with the other managers. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Why do I keep making people think they've offended me?

My mother has asked me if I can get her and dad a rather unusual Christmas gift: Reusable smoothie straws. My parents have gotten into drinking health smoothies and want thick plastic straws they can clean out and use again. So I went to Amazon to see if they have any. They do but a lot of them are metal and not plastic. I did see some with silicone tips, though. Metal might be too hard on the teeth and mouth, and I know they wouldn't like it.

I'll see if I can find any good ones offline, too.

Another topic reminded me of this:

Tomorrow there is more cleaning, but I'm almost done now with what was the most urgent. Now I should try to go to bed, but the anxiety is making it hard. It's so hard to be alone. I guess writing these sentences makes me feel just a little less alone.

You must be doing something right, because at least they care.

Thoughts of suicide,

Meh... I'll probably just end up watching Netflix...

Mm.. Netflix beats everything, 10/10.

I passed on Netflix,

Instead, I conquered Linux on my Laptop today, about to conquered Linux on my Desktop. Problem I can't tell if I should reinstall Windows on the virtual side of things or reinstall the host first.

On the one hand the files have to be backed up anyway so if I started with the virtual side of things, I could fix it up. Copy the files over, reinstall the host and copy files back over and be done with it. On the other side, I can backup the old virtual files, fix the host, then fix the virtual stuff using the backup of the old files. Complete autism is the only reason I can figure why this is even a thought. I mean lol, its the same amount of work and data copying either way.

Last edited by dcj123 on 11 Oct 2016, 10:10 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Still nothing.