Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Someone just made a thread regarding the co-pilot that flew the plane into the French Alps, saying that he was probably narcissistic, and suggested we read-up on narcissism..... I did, and now I'm terribly sick to my stomach, and am experiencing anxiety so badly, I had to take some medicine.....

Oh, God----it's so horrible what these types of people can do.....

I have anxiety today.

i was having a perfectly good time with some buddies, buying groceries for one's mom after playing games, when i was forcibly yanked back home because i apparently cannot miss one single session of in-home social counseling tripe.

i was using what i was taught. it was as if i'd been pulled from a track race to take my walking lessons. taken from my bike riding to practice my tricycle. i see this dude twice a week, this meeting with my friends (perhaps not since i didn't have their contact info) was completely by chance and probably won't happen again in months if i'm lucky.

I've been having bad luck with things literally ALL DAY. It just won't stop.

nothing

Anxiety arising from the situation in my building. It's the most "social" place I've ever lived and that happens to be the opposite of everything I want from a place I live. I've just had a truckload of contact with several people who live here and I feel icky. I'm a very private person and I just want to come and go unnoticed and unknown. I want privacy and anonymity but this place is like gossip central and everyone knows everyone's business.

I can't move because there literally IS no other place with rent this cheap, within the same area, and I don't want to leave the area.

I just had an overload of forced "friendly-friendly" and I feel so weirded out. I have to be someone I'm not just so as not to rattle anyone's cage.

All I dream about is how to get out of here on my own terms. I work and I'm making as much hours as I can stand but I will never be able to afford to move.

I had to walk to the bank today to cash in my check. The road I have to cross to get there should be called "Suicide Street", because the traffic is just so awful. And then after I left the bank I went in one of the nearby convenience stores to find some fresh eggs. Then I discovered one of my gloves was gone and I had to cross Suicide Street again to go back to the bank where I left it. The have no crossing lights, they probably will never put up any unless someone gets killed, and that's the only bank near my home that doesn't take at least a half-hour to walk to. There used to be another bank close by but they closed and moved downtown. I'll bet in a few more years there will be nothing left that I can get to without needing to being driven.

My life

I guess some people at work don't feel it's necessary to look at the equipment they haul, so I get a trailer with 7 lights out and a flat tire.. oh, but our shop doesn't fix rental trailers, better haul it anyway. Also nice to know the guy I share my truck with can take it to Wyoming, where it's dumping snow and think it's okay to leave it for me with dirty windows and 1/4 tank of fuel..

Ah well, at least I'm paid hourly

A feeling.. some things are just too complicated for words

my arch nemesis.

Our family thought of going to this vintage toy store after my fiancé and I got our marriage license, but it was still closed. Also, while we were shopping at Target this morning, an employee ran right in front of me. It doesn't matter if she said "excuse me", she still acted very rudely.

I found out I have $5 left in my bank account, and most of what I had before was eaten up by service charges from my bank. f*****g stupid if you ask me.

2 things, actually.

1. A cockroach in the bathroom.

2. Woke up 4 hours later than I had planned to. My day has been ruined.

Got in a bit of an argument with my landlord today.

My newspaper is not here at it's usual time. We had to phone the company. They will deliver a copy in two hours.