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dcj, why even bother to reply?

lol youtube mods deleted one of my post and all of his, I guess that an evictory for me

It feels good right after having exercised.

i'm glad it all worked out, dcj.

Yeah its pretty awesome actually,

I feel pretty good about not really caring what people think when I have an email in my inbox calling me a brainless spastic.

I haven't been on drugs for a bit mainly cause I have had a huge increase in suicidal thoughts lately but I found I am equally suicidal off drugs. I am however more comfortable not caring about those feelings on some drugs and I have admit, the above has had me using a lot of drugs because if I live in a world where a disabled person can check their email and be called a lot of bull s**t that is meant to personally make them feel bad so someone else can feel good. Then I have no real recourse for doing what ever the hell I want, if others have no regret then why should I? I don't really care if I have been hurtful when other people are just as hurtful and in about 45 minutes I am going to care even less.

The night is going in a good direction,

Make up your mind already, whoever's running the weather!

It mattered not what one thinks or feels. Whether justified or not, neither if it considers the means or the end, regardless if it's a sin or a virtue according to their own or to many.
It won't do much at all, even if that's the one that believes is right, no matter how real or unreal, even if one tells the truth or not with or without intention.

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I was so tempted to disclose ASD today.

I've been dealing with the managers/paperwork for an incident where one of my colleagues, a 19yo with autism, kicked another member of staff in frustration. I have spoken to him a few times before, he quite frequently comes to talk to me actually, but I didn't know he was autistic. It was just weird being in an environment where people were talking matter-of-factly about autism all day, with no judgement. I was incredibly tempted to disclose, the environment was very accepting, but I didn't. Initially I was waiting for someone to say something negative about autism, and I was preparing to get angry, but in the end it wasn't necessary .

Funny how I didn't pick up on his ASD. I knew there was something a little different about him but I thought maybe ADHD or something. So now I'm wondering if he knows that I'm an aspie, or if he just likes me by chance.

The person he kicked is fine btw, she wasn't going to report him either but one of the witnesses did, so now she and he and his parents and our managers etc. have to do a formal investigation.

Does everybody get so annoyed and tired of my stupidity and idiotic murmuring that they move to one of the other chitchat threads, and that's why nobody responded to my last post?

^Oh, Midnightstar. If only you could see how much everyone loves you! You're a beautiful Sylveon and a lovely, sweet friend!

Again, I'm pretty much terrible at everything I do. ._.

^I'm sorry. I used to be like you--in fact, I still am often enough--but I just want you to know that you are a genuinely good person, and that you have all the strength and power you will ever need right inside you. So, keep going! Do what you love.

I think I need to resign from being WP members' therapist. [Feel free to pm me if you want to talk, though! ]

I kind of feel like Councilor Ezri Dax on Star Trek Deep Space Nine.

Eek! I'm so sorry I'm annoying you by feeling sorry for myself...

^^Now we're right back where we started! I'm never going to get promoted to Chief Wrong Planet Therapist at this rate! [I'm teasing you. ] You apologize just as much as me.