What's on your mind right now?

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merely speculating on possibly moving to the southwestern us

I gotta get off the lounge, put on some clothes and brave the heat outside.
Not looking forward to this appointment.

Ok, I'll try and respect that, as I can understand it can be depressing. But it is also now and then; REALLY "what's on my mind right now".

That it annoys you is after my opinion no reason for people to stop talking about it. I have no interesst in pokemon or anime and find that subject a bit annoying at times, but I do NOT complain about it.

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the evolution of video games

I think I can smell my own bad breath

good night everyone.

^Good night!

I'm hosting (non-transmitting) parasites. When I get these bellyaches I pat my tummy and go, "Hello neighbours".

Who needs babies? Same difference anyway. Except these parasites shouldn't be terminated.

^Omg... What kind of parasites?

How computer technology keeps changing

The human hookworm. There's some studies and a lot of anecdotal evidence that they help with allergies, sometimes people have had diseases like Chrohns and Celiacs go into complete remission. Others who have had food allergies and eczema have had great success.

The HW lives in symbiosis with their host, sending out a signal into the host to lower their immune defenses, so the parasite can survive. Humans and animals generally have learnt to live with parasites. Seeing as people are too hygenic these days, and the link between people living on farms (for instance) and their lack of allergies, it would explain massively the link between peoples' increasing allergies and gut problems these days, which I've been researching. It doesn't seem to be just probiotics we need, in fact they've never helped me. Having said that, I lack the Bifidobacterium, which is impossible to get in sufficient quantities in England, or it was.

There's even parasites around, like the pig whipworm, that has helped autistics and behaviour. There's a lot of anecdotal evidence for that.

My theory for a while was that there was some new chemical, that must've been introduced in our food or water supply that's made peoples' immune systems go into overdrive, but another theory I have is whether that chemical has killed off some sort of beneficial parasite that we host (or maybe bacteria), or keeps killing them off? For instance, nitrous oxide kills off the HW, and that's found in squirty cream. Not that I think the introduction of squirty cream has made much difference to peoples' immune systems, as it's been around for a while. But something like that.

Interesting. I also belive that our modern lifestile with things that you mention here can and probably do have effects like that. I don't know much about it though. I would never willingly have parasites in my body, actually I think that is brave to do. Looking at our lifestile as a cause of "problems" we suffer, that is very rare or doesn't excist at all in animals is a logical thing to do. Another thing that to some might be a touchy subject is the variable that we humans don't have natural selection. What do we really know of how this over time weakens our genes. Maybe that also makes us more vulnerable to these things.

Lunch time

Knowing that I WILL press on with my life, no matter what crap is thrown my way.

My sons don't have school tomorrow, so I get them a day earlier than usual, now my day doesn't seem so bad.

I feel like I want to talk to someone all of a sudden and I don't know why. I don't have access to such a person and I don't know what I would say if I did.

This is bad, this is the feeling that usually precedes a desperate crying meltdown.
I guess I'll just have to go to bed. I have a feeling I'll be crying myself to sleep though .

Are there limits to what you can text a person without being embarrassing? I want to ask someone how they feel about me and my actions, and I want their reply to be honest; if it is honest, it will be negative. I don't know why but I need to hear that from them. I want an acknowledgement that I have done poorly, not a blanket forgiveness because of ASD. Be vitriolic, dude, be brutal. Be absolutely honest, because then you will see that you don't want this, and that will just be so much easier than convincing you that I don't. And I don't, I really don't, because alone I feel strong and in control, and with you I really feel my shortcomings. You have expectations I can't ever meet, and I don't want to meet them because they're not me. You can't help me to get there because I don't want to get there, not in this way and with you anyway. That last bit sounds bitchy right? So acknowledge my bitchiness, don't write it off, because I'm trying to tell you something.