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I wished a certain person would stop with the overbearing behavior pattern which literally stresses me out.

If you are reffering to someone here on the forum? You should say it directly to the person, as this kind of vague hint can make people insecure

Now I feel really insecure... did you mean me?? I don't mean to be overbearing.. Does people perceive me this way??

^ You're never overbearing, Froya.

Thank you... I hope you are right.. If someone perceive me this way, do tell me, as I'm not aware of it myself.

It made me very insecure when I saw it but I decided to take it for what it is and apply to myself in a constructive way regardless of if it is geared towards me. I didn't mean to be over bearing just stating experience I guess but it doesn't matter cause I'll consider this in the future so win?

Anyway since that was depressing as hell to work through,

Here is a ultra down and dirty review of the remastered version of Skyrim,

First off, the game is beautiful









And just for bragging, here I am at about 3 hours in the game, already about level 15



Game runs smooth as butter maxed out at 60 fps on a GTX 980 with occasional dips to 54-55 fps but that probably has more to do with running in a virtual environment. Only encountered one bug in the 3-4 hours I played and loading screens are awesome and short (This is not on an SSD). Overall I give it a 8/10, only needs a few mods to get awesome and is already pretty awesome. Also if the game doesn't load for you after you click play, I have the fix and can post it but I am not cause its a bunch of technical crap that had me a bit discouraged. However, long story short, C++ 2015 redistributed requires a bit of tweaking but remember I am also in a virtual environment so it might not even annoy anyone else but me.

Kazan isn't the kind of person who would call anyone here overbearing.

When I'm not on this site on my iPad I'm use an ainctent laptop that does that kinda thing.

Dully noted

I am okay don't worry, I really don't care anymore.

I actually figured I was finally banned cause I was logged out when I came here so I figured maybe I finally crossed some line or some bull s**t but it doesn't matter to me. I am only here while I eat and take care of basic body functions such as restroom and then I am going to back to Tamriel

Don't be banned, we'd miss you!

AAUUGH!! ! I hate it when mom gets soooo facinated by some stupid reality show that she nearly has my head when I'm not utterly silent. still though, love ya mom!

I decided I will make set hours for 'work'.
'Work' will also include looking after myself.

I've reached my breaking point, but I truly reached it years ago. I just never said anything because I didn't know if anyone would understand me, so I kept my true feelings hidden.

Midnightstar, I can't stand reality TV. It's so scripted, there's little to learn from it, it's not cute or funny or smart, so, nothing that I like about TV shows.

Kuraudo, that sounds really serious. Please don't ignore that feeling. How can we help?

^It sounds serious? Really? I've just been thinking it of just another thing I have to 'deal with' or 'get over'. Those are cold, mechanical phrases; why do people use them to refer to their live situations?
I'm making up a mantra for myself: I am beloved, loving, loved, and love. I speak my inner feelings truthfully. I allow myself to embrace the positive gifts I receive. I am changing my life situation for the better. I am a crystal rainbow angel fairy star kitty who is friends with a white wolf, a small golden dragon, and many winged kittens. I am love. I am Spirit Life.

Oh Kuraudo, how do you do the whole positivity thing ? I admire it but it's alien to me.

My mantra if I had one would just be 'this isn't real anyway, so whatever.'