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^^I believe in many things, but not hell. Also, I feel that the concept of 'God' has been twisted around so much that even the word is now meaningless as is the inevitable mental image or mental concept that people often form around the word.

If god is real, I hate him with everything I am, because of what he did to my mom!!

^Are you sure you're not hating the mental concept you've created?

No, I know that it was him, or at least the people that belive in that scumbag...

^How do you know that God even has a gender?

Truth is and since I don't care what anyone thinks, I feel very anti religion feels so I am not really offended by anti religious statement. I hope God exist cause its the only hope I feel I have anymore but christian love feels like a knife down here.

Man created god.
So, therefore god must be a man.

Wha? Uh, because the people who belive in him told me. If he does exist, I hate him. If he doesn't exist, I.... severely dislike the idiots that belive in him.

^^? Yay for bizarre logic.

^Since when are other people's opinions an authority on anything?


I've been trying to show people how wonderful the Universe is and how everything is made of love and light for probably all of my life, but more often than not they don't listen, understand, or believe me.
I'm feeling like Cassandra of the Iliad.

I have the feeling I would not do very well living independently...
Actually, scratch that, I already know it.

I think I go in the "don't understand" category. I want to understand, but I just don't get it.

I have felt all those feels actually...

Lillikoi: I'm not doing well living independently, and I've more or less been living interdependently for two months now.

Midnightstar: I know, I know, and you're trying so hard. I'm tremendously proud of you for that. We both try too hard, actually.

^^Oh, well, uh, I'm having trouble doing basic needs like feeding myself.

I'm having trouble doing anything other than sitting in bed all day.

I'm having trouble doing anything at all. It's really bad.
I have goals, and then I put off constantly and constantly, and
then eventually

I don't know if it's partially a laziness thing, I don't know if it's partially an ADD thing, I don't know if my brain is just so overwhelmed by the "thing"-- y'know, the whole process of sorting it out and saying this is what I wanna do and this is how I'm gonna do it- that it just keeps avoiding the issue... I don't know.

I think it's a whole compound of issues, but I don't know what's related to what, and just... ugh.


I have ADD, and a processing disorder, if that helps but I don't know what that entails, or what that means, or how that would affect me.

I know my brain gets overwhelmed easily, I know I have trouble processing things, I know I get really, really anxious....

But I don't know, oh my god.

I think it's some weird combination of stuff, but it's really bad. Really, really bad.

^I've only done three things today:
1) I got food at the cafeteria and ate in my room.
2) I painted one picture.
3) I listened to music and randomly looked at TV Tropes all day.

I haven't bathed or brushed my teeth or changed my clothes much. I so want to work on my new story, but I have barely any motivation.

Hmm, apt conversation, I have my antichrist jumper on this evening :


I can relate to wanting/needing something to believe in, but religion is alien to me.
If you're going to have a God it might as well be yourself, nobody else has more control in your life. That's what I figure anyway.