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Nice music!

Yeah, but I can't see the light. There are more people across the internet and real life that don't like me rather than they do.

Whatever, I'm hungry. Popcorn chicken, anyone?

^Your ego can't see the light, but it's there. I am not my mind, ego, body, personality, memories, experiences, material possessions, personas, name, or any other identity.

Then what are you?

^What I am, and what everyone is, cannot be defined by words.

Well yesterday I saw a bunch of police at this bus stop, within walking distance of where I live lots of police cars and police and what appeared to be a dead or severely injured person bleeding a sh*tload out of their head. It was disturbing to say the least and cannot find any news about it so not sure what happened. But yeah I've certainly waited at that bus stop before so it was not a good thing to see.

Exams, next Year, Christmas, looks, the people in my life and of course, the reason we have Christmas.

Well, it's time for me to wind down.

I'm pleased with todays efforts, rest of the day I plan to do nothing, which means continue watching The Vampire Diaries. I'm not sure how much longer I will watch it though, as it's starting to become really weird. They are now planning to bring back people who have been dead for a long time I mean is there no limits to what's possible in this series?

I am thinking about just saying the hell if I fail again and just go to college after Christmas, I am enrolled and have all the money in the world towards that goal so all I have to do is just walk in the door basically (And sign up for classes). I already did orientation, I basically did all the steps and bailed on the day of class and my status is still good. Maybe I should go and not talk and just vent here, I already vent here and I feel like crap everyday so can it get worse if I try and it burns down to the ground again?

I genuinely want one of these, I wish they were a thing.

^^I think the fact that you are thinking about this is a good sign and as you say you have this place to go to to vent and get support. Some of the regular members might disappear in time, but new will join.

My heater is running but I feel freezing cold and can't get warm.