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^He he ok

searching for Christmas gifts

Burning a CD so I can decorate it by hand, the whole process is weirdly satisfying (and totally unnecessary ).

Nothing.

The chocolate chip cookies in the kitchen cabinet......................................... I wonder if I'm capable of just having one??

Not much... again.

Nothing whatsoever.

I only use CD/DVD/Blu-ray for its artistic merit if that makes sense, like audio cds and movies so I totally get that. I have literally thrown most of my disc away and sold a few of them. I have a few collectors edition stuff like Doom and stuff. Since everything is on that odd creation I created earlier with some level data redundancy (Trying to get a hold of more drives), I see no point in keeping a disc when I just pull most of that up with a click of the mouse in the same or close to the same quality. Its probably pretty stupid to trust my soldering skills with that level of data but YOLO and I have somewhat of a high self confidence in every area except socially.

It's awesome to see you thinking about possibilities. Is it that working on projects has made you feel a bit better about yourself?


If everything we did in life was strictly necessary, life wouldn't be worth living.

I feel really sick, and I need to be better in less than four hours so I can go to work.

I remember when I was obsessed with the number 100 six years ago, and I wouldn't get off WP until I've made 100 posts. I'm glad those days are over.

I have woke up at 4:30 AM for last few days and its awesome

I have always been a morning person at my core, when I was kid, I woke the whole house up at 5:00 AM every morning lol, no wonder my family doesn't like me. Sometimes I feel our relationship is like the US and Russia negotiating

TheSilentOne, I hope you're feeling better. I know what that's like, realizing, damn, I've only got a couple of hours to get well.

CockneyRebel, that must be how you racked up such a large post count, not to mention the fact that you've been a long-time member. I have weird quirks like that too, like, if I need to stop in the middle of checking email, I prefer to have an even number of unread messages in my inbox.

DCJ, I would never have guessed you're a morning person, as you've frequently been up into the wee hours of the morning. That's so interesting. I'm more of a morning person than a night owl, but if I'm awake before 7, it's rarely by choice.

Yeah I was hoping TheSilentOne is okay too but I figured if I posted a get well soon, it wouldn't be received so well since I am bit late to that news.

But since we already a day late,





Well I have been a night owl most of my adult life but a lot of that is PTSD and honestly some of my other habits as well but I have done less of what normally keeps me up. Nuff said

I am trying to create a better sleep pattern for some control over my mood, kind of like cleaning, which I did again yesterday. Eventually the more nickles and dimes I pour into this place, it'll look better.

I can't wait until I get my dinning room table, that is my Christmas gift

...Provided my dad does anything he says, but he is normally pretty good about stuff like that if he has stated it.

That's awesome. My moods shift a lot when my sleep gets way out of whack. Like, if I try to stay up all night, no naps or anything, I feel awful all around. Also, if I get too little sleep, especially less than 7 hours, I'm fighting fatigue the whole day. I feel best when I'm allowed to sleep if I feel the need, even if it's the wrong time of day/night.

I slept on the floor for the first three years in this building

Now its beginning to look like a home, slow start but at least I am getting results now.

Also when I was working, I had few expenses and honestly was too autistic or in my own world to cook or eat properly plus I was homeless for part of that job so I am enjoying some of that money I earned that basically did nothing but collect dust.

No furniture and little food but $1200 gaming rig because priorities lol

At least I had enough sense to get a hotel a few times, I had no idea what I was doing in life in retrospect and I still probably don't.