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There's a storm a-coming.

Yoo hoo!

I don't like it when people worry about me.

I HATE it when people worry about me.

I had enough worrywarts and had enough with worrywarts. Worrywarts who think things I do reflects them. I don't want to be someone else's source of pride and disappointment because that would be stupid and foolish. Worst of all, I don't want the said people be the source of my guilt. I hate it. Why not drop me off somewhere far away for me to live alone to lighten their weight? Tis not like I ever demanded them anything anyway.

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I'm feeling happy today. Don't really know why, just am.

Hope no-one who isn't thinks I'm rubbing their noses in it - honest to God I'm not trying to do that. But it's very rare that I'm in a good mood before about 3pm or so as I'm a poor sleeper, so i thought i'd record this freak occurrence for posterity.

I have to go out later to meet friends and one of them is a boss of a massive company raking in hundreds of thousands per week, who I'm also hoping to get a second job off.

Nervous is not the word.

My mum has no idea that when I say something affects me badly, I mean every single word.

She keeps on saying she will do one thing then do the opposite. As in her latest e-mail, not one mention of the main point was made. She told me she would, but didn't.

I'm imagining repeated scenarios of jumping in front of a train and my body slamming into it, beheading me and blood spouting everywhere and bones cracking. I am going to do it.

Smudge, what would need to happen for you not to do that? It's a final solution you can't come back from. how long have you felt this way? How can we help?

Lunella, best of luck with your meeting. Try to think about what you're good at so you come off as more confident.

I'm thinking about an important meeting today too, trying to remember that I have everything I need, I've prepared, ETC.

GMUnicorns, sounds like a rough time for you. I hope you find some relief in the holidays. What do you find the most stressful? Also, I've been there, losing a few pounds from anxiety, gaining it back, losing again, ETC.

Bustduster, I know what you mean. When good things happen in my life, I hesitate to share if the overall vibe of the thread isn't positive. On the other hand, it's nice to see some happiness on this thread. No reason necessary.

Even though I've been sick, I've recently enjoyed some days in the warm sunshine and with family, some praise from clients, and some cool stuff for free that I didn't expect.

Hey, hello, snow.....

This girl is adorable! Might anyone know where I can find a baby Shaymin to keep as a pet?

^You mean this thing...

^Froya...I don't even want to know where you found that!

^ tihi hi, I'm oh so funny