Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I accidently locked our boy out of the house, which caused a minor meltdown.

I didn't sleep well last night.

My mom thinking of herself as God when she told me take my medicine when I already did.

I allowed a person to make me angry today.
Meltdown, very rare for me.
Total China Syndrome. ..

bad dog

My family's Jack Russell. He's intensifying my urge to move out.

Waiting

I had to get up at 6 to go to the Christmas celebration today. I didn't go to bed till 2;30 & it took me a while to fall asleep. I didn't take a nap today so I'll try going to bed earlier tonight sense I'm pretty tired.

Today was the first day that I've mentioned London to my mum since the October of 2009, and she gave me that look that made me feel that she was studying me under the microscope. I will not get stressed out....I will not get stressed out....I will not get stressed..........................I AM A COCKNEY REBEL! I've said it. Are you happy, furur Mum?

Same thing that makes me unhappy every day that I get a long enough sleep to dream, I always meet a woman in my dreams and we fall in Love, then I wake up to find there is nobody there in reality, not even potentially.
On top of which today is Christmas day, every single Christmas day is spent alone.

Nothing.

I'm bored. That's all the reason I need.

Okay, but in all seriousness, I am having a very boring Christmas. It's not making me very happy.

My conduct during our family's Christmas gathering.

I barely uttered a word the entire time, and for some peculiar reason my mind was hearing words erroneously.

For example, someone would say "taken" and I would hear in my head "tooken".

The medication I am taking isn't helping at all. Mirtazapine has simply made me want to eat everything in sight, and as a consequence I feel like an over-bloated turd. I am tempted to go cold turkey as apparently the withdrawal effects aren't too pernicious. They certainly haven't helped me. I always detect a piece of me has been taken away when I take anti-depressants. I never do learn.

I am convinced that SSRIs do more harm than good.

my dad broke my sister's folding knife after my uncle took it away from her, and then my mother cut herself on it rather badly.

so, why are they allowed to take away and fiddle with crap they don't know how to use again?

I accidentally left my freezer open overnight and now it's making a loud whirring noise.

I could use some accessories for my nice XMAS present and there's nowhere open to buy them tonite (still 25th here).

Mother.