What's on your mind right now?

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Faraday cage,

That is all,

I am a blank mind.

Water weight really goes down a lot when you drink 6 lots of 800ml water bottles a day. I've been doing this for 3 months and I'm starting to need new jeans a lot. Happy happy.

I wish that I was honest with my family 30 years ago. I wonder how different my life would have been if I told my parents that I preferred Germany over Britain at the age of 12. I would have had a relationship with my dad and I probably would have been more focused on the present and the future.

Trying to find a strategic way of progressing through a particular video game.

Did some Christmas/Hanukkah shopping today. Got a cool toy for one of my nephews and gift cards for my other nephews that I can't ever figure out what to get them. I also accidentally discovered that I am going to be getting a Kindle for Christmas (I got a few present spoilers, because I share an Amazon Prime account with my mom and sister )

Always feel a twinge of the black dog, aka depression around the Christmas season. I can deal with it these days, but it adds salt to the proverbial wound: my friendless isolation. In any case I always end up feeling like a killjoy while simultaneously wondering if all the festive lighting has simply put everyone else around me in a better-than-usual mood.

I hope my therapist is not mad at me for having too much anxiety to leave my apartment and some other BS that has prevented me from keeping my appointments

dcj, the sooner you call and explain (and ask about skype), the better your therapist will take it.

You know I don't think she understands, no one understands, I had trouble speaking after that whole maybe "stroke" maybe "schizophrenic episode" and she took that to be fake along with everyone else. Why? Cause I talked before, perfectly logical reason to deny me food. No one understands me, music understands me.

I can type so I must be intelligent, I used to talk so I can talk now, if I can't walk right, then I must be drunk.

Everyone can go to hell

That wasn't meant as an insult, I can go to hell too

I am going to go play minecraft and stop annoying people, I am sorry I exist.

Dcj, you aren't annoying anybody. We love you and love that you exist

I've just spent several hours sleeping on the couch, hope that doesn't affect my sleep tonight

I'm worrying a little about this project that kicks of tomorrow. Oh, there are oh so many things that can go wrong. My "plan" is to stay away as much as possible, and remember to calm down and think things through before I act on something. If things doesn't go a hundered percent as planned it might not be that important, and I might try to just let it go. I think I communicate well with this guy though (so far), I like him, and that is a good place to start

I plan to take two trips to the apartment a week, once on Tuesdays in the afternoon after the workers have left for the day, and once on Fridays in daytime (a tip I got from someone who has been through something similar)