Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I had a seizure this morning. I'm better now and thankfully, my mom and my sister were not judgmental because I think now, they are gradually beginning to understand that having epilepsy is just a part of me.

I'm still working on that video for college tomorrow, it's late, I want to be done already but my video editing softwares keep getting errors, shut down and my internet isn't responding for just a single audio file that I want to use at the end of the video.

I'm not even sure who is really looking forward to this video anyways except for the teachers but we get a grade for this.


I'm gonna be really angry tomorrow if I hear "You had the entire week to work on it" from anyone.

I am running on empty, and yet there's so much to do. I am just mentally exhausted just thinking about it.

I need a vacation from adulting.

The car model I'm getting had a $6000 price increase this month, but thankfully the dealer isn't passing it on. It was a bit of a scare though. It was the difference between me affording the car and not affording it anymore .

Came across yet another of those youtube video comments that use 'autistic' as an insult, with an even more insulting comment as a reply calling autistic people ret*ds.

I mean seriously, what even drives people to want to insult and generalise people like that?

Another thing that irks me is when people say "oh, that game has such an autistic fanbase". Really? Because most cases, I look at my experience with such fandoms and think "what's so autistic about these guys?". It's like people who go "a furry with a fetish? Autism." Because evidently, being part of an internet sub-culture that you don't understand the appeal of automatically makes those people autistic.

Ok, rant over.

Didn't happen today, but I was getting to know someone new on a different website and our conversation was going nicely. Then we were talking about our interests and I was given permission to talk about my special interest and I completely info dumped and they stopped replying. I wish I could control it I want to apologize to them but maybe it'd be more comfortable if I just let this one go. Sigh.

cold feet

people.

Still not having proper employment.

I had a mini-meltdown over Jeopardy.

My Seattle thrifting tour was fruitless, outside of a Garfield book. Eh, it happens.....

Found out a friend of mine is penniless, carless, at risk of going homeless, and estranged from both of his parents. :X I wish I knew how to help him out.

Guess who was in so much of a hurry to get my car out the door that they forgot my plates?

Now I'll have gross looking yellow and black bog-standard plates.

Me wonders what else I'll find forgot tomorrow.

I am not seeing my friend today.