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Even strong positive emotions can be hard to endure It's intense and exhausting, and I want to talk to someone about it. Talking to someone gives a relief.

And I thought I had challenges..

I'm speaking of the local baron, lord, vassal part of congress where I live

satisfaction from seeing erasers get worn down.

I'm losing my heroes left and right - Glenn Frey, Prince, Muhammad Ali, George Michael, David Bowie, and now Carrie Fisher. I mean, WTF?

I had read about carrie fisher whom has now become part of the Force

i still don't see why 2016 is "awful".

The passage of time

I don't have to communicate with another F-ing human for the rest of the year, I am thrilled.

Also my dad's thoughts about the way I live my life have no effect on me. I am not just an idiot, the hell with his opinion and also I don't know why he has to spend more money then me. Its not a competition, sometimes I wish he would chill the F out. For someone that complained about how high I was for freaking days, I don't think he was high enough. I can't remember anything apparently and can't do basic math.

Why am I like this?

I've had moments of true happiness recently, I never thought that would happen.
However, little by little I'm unravelling inside. It is worse today than it was yesterday, the day before, the day before that etc.
I dread the thought of tomorrow.

I can't trust my mind at all.

racheypie666

I believe I might have forgotten to wish you a Merry Christmas so here is a late Merry Christmas

Sorry, its a lot on my mind when I have to leave my home.

But I am here now and I have enough supplies to never leave this year and my phone has exploded so everyone that is outside of these four walls can go to hell... errr... other then you

My dad is still in the room even though I'm watching Hana Montana...

Thanks, Merry Christmas to you too

Haha, sounds like you have the right idea, bunkering in. How did your phone explode though lol, I must know so I can do the same to mine

My phone had trouble cause I had spilled it into some tea earlier this year and finally died and if you ask my dad its probably because I had cookie at the time which ironically enough I think I did lol. Anyway my parents told me to wait until Christmas and that they would buy me one and they didn't for the lulz

Also because I think my dad purposefully didn't go to the store hoping I'd forget so he could talk about how high I was so I decided to not speak of it until it was clearly to late to go and then point out his screw up lol

^Haha, they seem to blame everything on those cookies lol
Or maybe on you, by extension, for eating them.
I'm sure they're really not so bad, will you miss them come January?

Little victories like this are sweeeet, enjoy it (even if you're now phoneless lol). I love foiling my dad's schemes like this, he thinks I don't see what he's doing but I do.

No I never said they were bad, annoying as hell but not bad. They are just their environment, they are old school and programmed to think somethings are bad. I very much enjoyed being around my mom and my dad was okay when not pointing out the merely obvious and making sure I didn't need anything repeated.

You know in retrospect he was like the owl from The Legend of Zelda

But it really was a bunch of bullcrap, I don't think I should go into detail but my dad has some freaking issues he needs to work on but whatever, that is not my business, he is not a bad person but he is an a**hole.

There are a lot of good people who are a**holes, just take QA for example.