Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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The emotional pain is back

I feel down today.

This little exchange, after failing to join in on a joke/game:

mum-I was trying to play a game
me-...I don't understand
mum-*sighs* I know you don't

I have to go to the dentist soon.

British dental hygiene, you know?

Oh, nothing.

nothing

I answered a poll that asked "Do you dress up for Halloween?"
I sad yes, but most people said no. It's sad just how many adults have no Halloween spirit.

Everything.

Was sitting on the train station waiting for a train and some random woman sits next to me and starts asking me "do you know Jesus?" She then proceeds to tell me Jesus will be a friend to me if I call on him, and how her son was once caught in a riptide surfing and couldn't get back to the beach, but he called on Jesus to save him and the tide pushed him back in.
Now, I am not Christian nor do I wish to be, but I have great respect for some aspects of Christian tradition. It is a rich and beautiful religion in many ways, aspects of it reaching back to the Greek mythologies of the demigods, "sons of the gods," etc, and to the European and Scandinavian pagan beliefs of the sun god, sacrificed each year so the seasons will turn, and the land will be released from winter so life can return.
I can also appreciate many Christians mean well by this kind of thing. "Saving souls" and all.
But I don't appreciate being preached at when I am just some random person on a train station minding my own business. I'm not interested in being converted, I am in fact very happy with my own religion.
Why people can't just leave me alone I don't know.

Yesterday I forgot to take my pills.

Halloween is over. Now the REAL terror will be upon us by next week, and in a few more months we're all going to be killed. Horribly. I hate the US, I hate Americans, and I hate myself.

I hate to sound like a feminist (no wait, actually I LOVE to sound like one), but I KNOW the reason most guys don't want Ms. Clinton for president is because she's a guuuurl, and she'll give them the cooooties!
They think Hitler Dump is going to miraculously recover the economy because he's rich. HA! He makes Mr. Burns and Ebenezer Scrooge combined look kind and generous with their money.

No hope. We might as well all get ourselves some cyanide pills. What was the point of my being born if it's going to end. There was no point, life has no meaning and the world is horrible.

bullies.

Feeling like a burden, I wish I could go back and never talk. Never try and talk, refuse to go to speech therapy. I wish I had just stayed in my room what ever game I had and never tried to do anything else. My effort has been a disaster, but at least now I have the chance to prevent future harm and never ever try again.

My school had a fire.

I received a notification that my application for graduate school is incomplete! Ughhhhh!

I'm worried that my Social Security Disability & my girlfriend's SSI will be cut 1ce president Trump takes office. We are barely getting by as it is & have lots of debt to pay off. I really need to get job before more retireds & disableds start looking because their meager benefits get cut.