Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I woke up.

I don't know where to start. I have so much to do today.

I'm empty.

About how the infrastructure of Genosha is crumbling thanks to no one doing anything about it.

The air quality index is getting worse due to spreading wildfires in my area. I cannot go outside as a result-- and the temperature/sunshine is very tempting!

Nothing. In spite of the election, I have decided that I will press on with my life.

Fears, which in my opinion, are somewhat irrational.

I watched as my cousin, the one that was nice once upon a time and was my best friend from when I was a little girl. I watched her and my other cousin smoking pot. They diddn't see me since I'm a sneaky little thing, but if I snitch on them, I'm gonna end up in trouble with my other cousin... oh, not to mention, my other cousin ended up wrecking his motorcycle earlier.

Midnightstar16, you should not feel bad for taking notice of those close to you doing objectionable things.
When my sister was a teenager she drank, smoke, and took drugs but, no one ever believed me when I mentioned it since I was seen as eccentric & weird. Therefore, don't feel unpleasant your only showing a sense of honor in my eyes

I'm scared to tell anyone, I know my mom will belive me, but if my cousins find out, I am going to be in so much trouble, I don't even wanna think about whats gonna happen.

How did you know it was 'wrong' behaviour? Genuine question. Is it because you were taught that, or through an innate sense of love/caring/concern etc.?

I've seen people doing way worse than pot right in front of my eyes, and it never really registered as a bad thing, or a thing I should do something about. In hindsight (and with it being explained to me) I can see that I had a responsibility in those situations - not a responsibility to the law or anything, just a general responsibility to care. But... well, I didn't do the right thing, put it that way. Honestly I kind of actively did the wrong thing, but nobody actually knows the full extent (they'd hate me if they did).

It's one of those weird things I know I should feel guilty about. I kind of do (if I'd had a human reaction it would have saved a lot of pain and repercussions), but I kind of don't because that bit that knows it was wrong remains defective.

It's a combo of both. My mom used to tell us that weed/pot/cocaine/whatever was bad, and what all it did to your health. I had pneumonia at the time, and more breathing troubles on top of what I was already having sounded awful, but I told her that I would personally have her head, even if I was younger than her, if I ever caught her doing that, and then we went back to watching TV and coloring as usual. I doubt she rerembers that though, and I'm terrified of her older brother.

Completely f****d the Manjaro install on my desktop... again. Also my apartment's a complete mess and I can't bring myself to clean it.

sore neck.

My Internet's being a bag of boners.

The lions have not been on "lion cam" for days.