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<sighs> I honestly to go wished my mom would quit treating me like some kid as, I'm not in that because I don't do things asap in her time management scale I suppose that means I'm lazy? No, I simply choose to do things at my own damned pace. My mom needs to drop the Joan Crawford Obsessive-Compulsiveness literally cause, it constantly stresses me out for my sister knows this and has had to deal with this crap.
It's strange I know of my psychological difficulties in life but, my mom can't see that she acts in an obsessive-compulsive, to her she is merely trying to manage someone else's life in a so-called beneficial manner. Absolutely not!

Is there someway you can create some distanse either physical and/or emotional between you and her? I totally understand, I don't have any contact with my mother. ((((((((((hug))))))))))

This is embarrassing Froya for, all of this crap has went on for decades. 2nd, Joan Crawford happens to live in the flat next to mine to make matters worse as, I'm not in a situation where I could up and move to another place as, I'm in an economical difficulty, I have no gainful employment at this time. Hopefully when my sister comes down to visit I'll be able to remove myself from being tormented for a short time at least.

^I understand, and it's nothing embarrissing about it! Your economic situation limits your options. I do hope you get a break from her now and then, as living under such conditios is terrible..

Nothing, really. I know that life will go on, in spite of all the negativity.....

I forgot to take my Adderall today.

no breakfast.

Thick cloud cover. Today is the super moon and I had hoped to see it.

Being told off by a librarian for wanting to check out a book that I didn't know was already checked out to another library patron.

My Psychiatrist/Psychologist appointment today

If you're feeling lonely and a little down, watching a six episodes documentary on Auschwitz is not a good idea.

LOL....not really.

When I was 12 years old, they showed films of the Holocaust at my summer camp.

I got sick from it.

I also started having fears because I heard footsteps above me in the dining hall.

I thought maybe the kids were being put on trains for the Concentration Camps.

I had a seizure earlier today. I'm OK now.

I hope you're feeling better.

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I am feeling better now. The seizure was unexpected.

Yes, childrens imagination and also limited abilities to fully understanding their reallity can make things quite scary.
Most of the stories that where meant for children, or cartoones/tvprogrames I watched on tv as a kid, I found scary. I mean "little red riding hood and the wolf" how is that not terrifying?