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Chiisana Te no Hira...

My brothers hate me, but that's all good, considering they are both scum themselves.

^I'll send love to all of you.

You're a sweet person, thanks.

^You're welcome. I also give free kitty hugs to anyone who needs cheering up.

SakuraCon, yay!

^What's that like?

wow, kind of wishing to un-see those floor plans(maybe the place won't turn out so awful as perceived). luckily the familiarized autistic lack of expression didn't appear to betray lack of amusement and end up hurting anyone's enthusiastic feelings, but they were... pretty awful for foresight. who takes up the only free wall on a small property(the other is the kitchen area, which is exceptionally oversized for the size of the property), and sets a set of french doors in the middle of the wall, and only like ten feet away from the front door, and maybe like three from the restroom on the side open to their house(parents who hate privacy?)? it's definitely 90% form over function(there's barely any wall left to put anything against once you set a dining area, who does that?)... kind of don't actually want anything to do with moving there now, but it'd be kind of awful to say "stop, that's no good", at this point as they're already set to start building rather soon and appear to genuinely see nothing flawed in the plans(they don't seem intentionally ridiculous, just absent minded in making something they perceive to be modernly sharp and shiny... but yeah, it almost feels intentional that this is the first time[less than a few weeks before building] that that variant of the plans that they're going to go with have been seen one evening before their meeting for handing them over to the contractor to go ahead on getting the permits[there wasn't a french door there until tonight... it would have been like the only free place for a television set, or a punching bag, or absolutely "anything", but it got skewed there instead of a small window because the cost of a slider in the bedroom was too high for having to excavate to make room outside the door for it to have a reason in being, and they apparently had to put an extra poorly secure large glass door somewhere because of unfathomable reasonings]). don't see staying there honestly, not for more than a few months if necessary, largely for accompanying a recent breach of trust in shyly adding terms that would have never been agreed upon(he knew that much, and that he was proposing them after the point of no return on making a decision really. he used to manipulatively force things that way all too often... he also waited to ask during the previous bout of regular migraines amidst much personal confusion, so while a verbal agreement was accepted, the terms will have to be modified at a further date for there to be any possibility of staying longer[no other civil way around that], like when he actually tries to set such arrangements in motion.) had they been brought up on day one, like forfeiting the place to married relatives during holidays(up to like two weeks at a time it'd appear)... no one is using this bed for that. among other things like letting the restroom be used during pool parties, and from having seen their restrooms pissed all over upon, and things like un-flushed toilets, during family events(originally the proposed idea was they would use it for such if not living there.)... no way, the gorram horror >_>

for reference, the place is being built multipurpose, as a guest house to add value to the property, so it was said that they should ultimately build it to their needs(a glaring personal fault of placing such faith that they might actually build a guest house rather than a shiny public lavatory, with a private back room to allow married couples to romp[christian household rules and all]). it's not, and has never appeared a case of them building it for this one long term, so there's no rational concern for weighted conscience if to decide to ungratefully slip away, disappear, and flee on the next train out of town at this point... as much as they'd surely see it as a betrayal(for fondly investing much in the idea of having their son/step lodged there while all the other kids are far off doing their own life things), people should be treated like people, not bought pets.

Good news! Wanna geuss what tommorow is?

^What's tomorrow?

I felt confused when I woke up. I need to laugh off a mistake, and it was pretty funny. Somehow, I woke up with it all twisted in my head. Then a mystery decoration fell off the wall and whacked me on the nuts. So then I felt confusion and agony. Good morning! LOL

Definitely not a problem at all since it doesn't take much ambient noise to drown it out and it has persisted for as long as I can remember. It's a high-pitched squeal somewhere in the 15khz range or so. I've read though that in silence, a good majority of people report hearing a sound, which makes me skeptical of it actually being tinnitus, which is where the confusion lies -- at what point do we even classify it as tinnitus?

To be honest, I haven't paid much attention to the alt attribute, as that's mostly a layout thing, and I'm usually busy working on the internal mechanics that I avoid fooling with the layout outside of basic visual organization until later on. I went ahead and added them in now, though. Every image save for the HP bars in the roster arrangement screen should have them.

I tend to think about that one less, on account of growing up believing myself to be "normal," and any quirks a result of the choices I've made. Who knows? Maybe that's still true.

Life, the Universe, and Everything.

^Would that be 42?

^No, that's the Ultimate Answer to Life, the Universe, and Everything--not the meaning of life. The meaning of life is obviously the Salmon of Doubt.

Yay, my birthday! And SakuraCon...