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Custard! But no fish fingers [or even oatmeal cookies disguised as fish fingers].

.. Silent, silent DAY!

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yesterday and today, bought and ate 1 clif bar, 1 lemon luna bar, and 1 kit kat. as usual. (fine). tried to eat slower and enjoy it more. but while eating, suddenly felt like sugar overload.

tastes changing.

34 years old is not young.

some articles claim that the older you are the fewer taste buds you have. and the older you are the less you like sweets.

likewise, metabolism plummeting.

however, still 108# as of today. and when i was 13, weighed the same amount. so whatever.

or it could be a symptom of diabetes. but no other symptoms of diabetes thus far.

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obsessed over homophobes. trans kids nowadays have legal protection and social awareness. and the internet. but not when i was young. don't know whether to be relieved, pleased, annoyed, jealous. or just apathetic. emotions take too much energy.

emotions, thoughts, actions, statements. take too much energy.

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obsessed with military. active duty. reserves. officer. enlisted. army. navy. air force. coast guard. marines. boot camp. basic training. advanced individual training.

addicted to internet. love to look up things about military. of course, i can't join. 4f'ed for autism. gender identity disorder. clinical depression. but whatever.

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nothing to do all day long. until further notice. read book. surf internet.

nobody cares about me as much as they claim.

is ISIS a meme?

Coding, coding, coding... I'm not making as much progress as I had hoped.

It's so ironic that a terrorist group has an acronym name that spells the name of the Egyptian mother goddess of magic, healing, and children.

The Sweet Pea nature music I'm listen to now.

I need to be packed and ready in 36 hours. *gasp*

Spent the morning out in the open with my local council's beach care activists and the Green Party, picking up rubbish for hours. We accumulated a ridiculous amount of trash for a relatively small stretch of land. The same is happening on the undeveloped fringes of every urban zone, everywhere. It's disturbing, but reinforces my belief in what I want to do with my life. In any case I enjoyed myself, physical work is good for the soul.

Chiisana hitohira sakura

I get so ticked off when people call Light Yagami "Raito". I've read it's because they think a Japanese person can't have an English name, which is stupid. I've seen official Japanese art with his name spelled as "Light" in romaji and most Japanese fanartists call him that in English. "Raito" has no meaning as far as I'm aware in Japanese. Rather, ライト is an alternative reading of the kanji 月 , normally read as つき.

^Rai means lightning in Japanese.