What's on your mind right now?

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I should be doing things!! ! I rewrote all my lists at about 2am this morning so this wouldn't happen - it would be clear what I needed to do and in what order and no confusion could come of it.
And here I am not doing it! Again! Argggh procrastination, you killer. I could be doing all sorts of wildly productive things that I have to do, these things have deadlines. It's all written out there plain as day.
But I'm not. I'm here wasting the whole day online instead.
I hate procrastination. Makes me think of a funny article I once read on "why procrastinators procrastinate." I even considered getting one of their "panic monster plush toys" to remind me not to do this anymore.
And here I am procrastinating by ranting about procrastination.
Ugh.

Not much....

Exasperated with my uni's 'lets present an entire 12-month module entirely by screen format' attitude. It's distance learning, but last year I still received physical books for my studies - in this case and others they argue it provides a more interactive learning platform: access to videos and useful websites, etc... but everyone knows it's really because of the cuts. Screen reading is harder on the eyes.

Odd... doctor says my eye pain could be a migraine. Somehow this doesn't seem right, because I've heard they're pretty severe, more severe than what I believe I've experienced.

i hate those ugly moments seeing myself letting myself surrender to depression

What's my secret you ask?

I don't "hold my breath" so to speak.
Find your own Mental Stances! And no, Mental Stances are not related or anything to do with outlooks in life. More like input and control without tricks and the kind that opposes to coping.

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what's on your mind right now? movies about time travel to the past..

That sunset on that other day. The sun was red by the atmosphere and position, and muffled with clouds.

So I've seen a red glowing orb in the sky, bright enough to be bright but not bright enough to blind when starred at. I almost mistook it for the moon since it looked like the same size!


I already read about that size part before. It's really different when actually seeing it.

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Laying in wait for the postman who should be delivering a special bunch of flowers for my mum's birthday today.

I am in a state of panic as I might be invited to attend a mock interview tomorrow. The position is as an evening telephone interviewer for a period that lasts a week.

MS Access work. So much work!

I've been thinking really deeply about my family, including Gary.

i did not ask to be born.