What do you do when you're home alone?

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Lots of p&m.

is p&m what i think it is? maybe fudo's just dirty-minded..
i'm almost always home-alone kinda , live in 'supported accommodation' which is a joke but meh..
i do whatever, eat, drink, smoke, watch movies, listen to music, play video games, read/post on WP and generally avoid reality.

I have a lot of spare time at the moment, most of it alone.

It mainly consists of me doing yoga, drawing, listening to music and going for jogs...but that's not really indies now is it.....well it could be......but it's not..... O.o

I wish I had my violin with me, I'd play that if I did.

i do as i please when i am at home alone.

the first thing i do when i get home is take my shoes off. what a nice feeling. then i remove my socks. that is an even better feeling. then i remove my shirt and put a soft tee shirt on. ahhh yes!!. then i remove my formal pants and put some fluffy shorts on (which slows my pulse because i feel released from any further "municipal" chores. (i do not want to be naked because i can feel the textures in what i sit on which often irritates me)). the feeling of physical casualness is my first release when i get home.

then i generally check my emails to see if i have any programming to do for a company i work for.
if there is no requirement for any programming (which is the case 19 times out of twenty), then i start to remember what i was working on the night before, and i resume spending my energy on that.

after about 6 hours, i become tired of what i am trying to achieve, and i think "hmmm...,maybe i will post some thoughts on "wrong planet".

then i look for threads to talk to, but most often i do not find anything worthy of my attention (which is quite reduced when i am tired), and i sometimes find threads such as this that i can think of a response to.

i do whatever i like when i am inside my home, and it is heaven to have the freedom to spend my energy in any fashion i desire, but sometimes i am disappointed with my brain for not allowing me to see things as clearly as i would like.

when i am at home alone, it does not matter if i have nothing to say, because there is no one expecting any words from me. i am happy to be alone because i love me, and even if i fail to live up to my expectations of who i am, i still love myself enough to protect myself from harm.

i envy no one, even though many people live more "rich" lives than i do. i am happily me, and i do not feel alone when i am in my company. i am always in my company, so how could life be any better really? i can never be lonely because i am always by my side, and i value my company so much.

so when i am at home alone (i am always alone because i am the sole occupier), i am so thankful to be able to spend time with "me" without the distractions and malignments of the external day that i have waded arduously through.


happiness so certainly comes from within you, and you alone i believe.

dance in crazy motions...blast my ''weirdo'' music...go on wrong planet...t.v. ...think...daydream...