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Well, since the OP said it didn't have to be about me:

"There is no such thing as a stupid question."

FALSE! FALSE! FALSE! FALSE! FALSE!! !! !! !!

Oh. And my name is not "Dude, Hon, Guy," or any other such moniker. Use of monikers like them will only get you the opposite result of what you expect.

If you don't know my name, ask. Please don't placate me. I hate placation. It makes me want to vomit.

I wanna socialise with you lot (people@college) really. I just don't know how to talk to you all in a big scary group.

My speech doth waxes most eloquently on a forum. In real life I am 'Like, uh..."

I'm not so nearly sarcastic in person as I am on this forum.

Hitler may have been mad as a hatter, but he was no genius. And he DIDN'T have AS ! !

I am pretty articulate.

I would like to meet people from WP, but I fear that they would find me repulsive ... or stupid ... or ... something bad ...

Despite all the whining and complaining that I have done over the past year about losing my interests , I actually still love Johnny Depp's movies, especially the top 4 that have always been my favorites (Alice in Wonderland, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Edward Scissorhands, and Sweeney Todd). However, I'm not obsessed with them like I was a couple of years ago. It's just taken me a really long time to realize that you don't have to be obsessed with something to be able to enjoy it.

I have no children, nor have I worked with them.

I have visited Los Angeles, California USA, and found it to be both exciting AND scary.

I don't like the term MS I am a Miss I'm sick of getting called MS on letters and things I even changed the script on my medication to Miss so I wouldn't get that silly MS.

Intelligent or not I am f***d in the head, and I am sick of feeling like no one gets it, and thinks I am more capable than I am. I mean come on people I am not a great person I don't even know who I am but I am pretty sure even if it would have been a good person its not now. I just want to find a way to f*****ing survive, I don't care anymore. at least that is how I feel right now but I am so indecisive, all I know for certain is I want something other than living at my moms hell hole of a house where I get nagged at even for something like say a 40 of beer...let alone a 6 pack probably.

I don't know I am just sick of people telling me how nice I seem and all that, when I get all these nasty thoughts about myself and how much of a burden I am and how much other people frustrate me at times. Just because I am short and skinny doesn't mean I'm some 'cute' naive little girl Its like getting a pat on the head in a condecending manner if that makes any sense.

Or maybe I am just rambling and being hard on myself again it's hard to say. Like I said its all so confusing.

I may be Asian; but I am not that shy.

I have so many words within, sometimes they trickle down my cheeks trying to be born