shadexiii wrote:
I would have responded sooner, but I felt like an a**hole so I went outside, smoked a couple cancer sticks, and drank a few shots of vodka mixed with coke zero.
I'm not just going to ignore your "crap." That would be ignoring you, and I don't feel like you've responded inappropriately. And dying inside, as you put it, isn't something that most people here will be comfortable with just letting happen. I'm not offended by you, I feel like I may have offended you. I know I've said it twice now, and I have a bad tendency (from what I'm told, people say saying it "too much"makes it meaningless, though I feel like I haven't said it enough) but I apologize if I have.
No, no, I am very thankful for your help. It is just that it is 23:13 and I am still on the internet. I wake up at 5:30am every morning, yet I am not tired. My mind is buzzing with memories of hospital past in my head and I find myself trying to find the consultant's e-mail address on the internet so I can attack him/hack him/hack the NHS Mental Health Trust via e-mail.
_________________
I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.