No, I'm a good girl. Although, when I was still with my boyfriend, we had something I would rather not talk about in case my family finds me on here. My Mum knows, but my Dad doesn't, and I don't want him to because he's married to a woman who will get very angry at me if she finds out. It only made my disassociation at the time worse anyway. You can probably guess what I'm talking about. Everyone else seems find to mention it, but I'm just trying to be careful.
Alcohol never really interested me. I can't drink a lot of it because I don't really like the taste. When I drink something, I want it to be something I can drink a lot of in one go, and I can't do that with alcohol, I can only sip it. I don't like the idea of feeling unwell in the morning after drinking loads anyway.
However, I do have obsessions with various shows that I love to watch, I can consider those me "drugs" because I'm so obsessed with them, and because they help me cope with life. And music as well. I'll always have music to get me through everything.
12 Mar 2016, 3:33 pm
