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nobody will hire me either.

Glad we're in the same boat then. hahahaha.

I love animals I have experience working with animals. I also like environment. Actually was working on a associates in environmental conservation and natural resources. I know a lot of dirt on the big business food industry because that's what all my projects were about. Its how I sought out healthy lifestyle and healthy alternative to living inside my means.

wish I coulda finished college.

I never finished because it nearly drove me to try and kill myself. It was killing me inside internally

I just didn't really belong there. I didn't know what I was doing there, had no idea where I was going with it. no road map. no clue.

Basically I'm a visual thinker. College was set up for audio thinkers. I'm also the person, if I see something wrong, I ask about it. Teachers hated me, felt I was questioning their authority.

No one told me the first two years was just going to be high school at a different level. And even then I was already at a college level in high school. So, how well do you think college was going to go for me?

Not well by much.

I couldn't write. Couldn't function. I need to be challenged mentally. I need to be stimulated mentally. No one gave it. No one provided it. I am in an itnernal prison of frustration and boredom.

I am a hermit out in the woods. some see that as a prison, I see it as a release from prison, the prison of urban society.

I'd love to do something like that. I love to go hiking. And I went logging once in my life. I miss those days. I love to go out in the woods and just get away from it all. It feels where like that's where I belong in the forest. Alone.

be careful what you wish for, there are lots of yahoos out here. deliverance-style yahoos.