tdgkf wrote:
What if hypothetically, the only way I could feel happiness or, at the very least, less miserable, was to kill people? What would you recommend? Suicide? It's not a matter of doing it because you can't resist; "I can't resist eating that chocolate ice cream in the refrigerator!", it's a matter of doing it to bring some amount of joy into your life. I know, everyone has the right to live, whatever you're going to say, but when I feel utterly miserable, the worst I can possibly fathom feeling, I would do anything to feel even the slightest bit better.
I'd advise you to go watch some "Dexter"
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