Last thing to make you cry

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Sunday I lost it, the person who has hijacked my BlackBerry can be damn harsh. He doesn't want any kind of relationship with me because he doesn't feel we are compatable. Okay I understand that but he won't go away and allow me any privacy. This is the only device I have for going onto the Internet. He's always on here when ever I use it. I need my own space, I need privacy. He sees every mistake I write every thought and emotion. I feel like I am under a microscope. He has even commented on things he has heard when I wasn't even using my phone for the Internet. He communicates only through various characters he has created and the signal bars and the two blue arrows all in the top right hand corner of my BB. He started all this by commenting that he likes me. He will never takes resposibility for his own words. I apologize for writing so much. I care about this person and I don't want to see him in trouble. But he's made his choice why doesn't he leave me alone? I have cried a great deal lately because of the cruel things he has implied. I just want to be left alone.

I cried when my father passed away. Other than that, I really have no idea. I am almost incapible of crying... unless it counts when my eyes tear up while yawning.

A combination of a few things. Mainly the realisation that I've spent the last couple of weeks, maybe more (time has been blurred lately) in constant fight-or-flight mode, even to the point of waking up constantly because my brain is convinced that something is trying to kill me. Also the fact that I had a long day today, another long day tomorrow, and I'm very, very overwhelmed.
I think I need a lot of sleep and after that I'll probably feel considerably better.

The stupidity of the male staff at my clubhouse. That was yesterday

I cried over that cat, who we nicknamed Raggedy Andy. He was elderly, he was skeletal, his fur was matted and he had bald patches. My Mum and I took him to the vet on the Monday morning and left him there to have blood tests, and she phoned us in the afternoon and told us Raggedy Andy had kidney failure and anaemia. He was euthanised that afternoon, three weeks ago.

The condition he was in was appalling. I was very disturbed by it, because up until then I'd thought Poppy looked bad, but Raggedy Andy was so much worse. I not only cried about his poor condition, I also got upset because of a woman at the surgery. She came in with her dog and I saw her bending down to gawp at Andy, then she gave me and my Mum a dirty look, as if she thought it was because of us that he was in that state. I was truly hurt that she could think we did that to Andy because we didn't, and even though my Mum told me she was just a rude and judgemental woman whose opinion shouldn't matter, I still got upset.

Real cry was one of my dogs dying.

Most recent was this:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MODq81_cDKI[/youtube]

This:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNZ2Zx_T9VM[/youtube]

Normally it wouldn't make me so upset, but I was already feeling a bit overwhelmed when I decided to watch it.

I got teary eyed when the levees broke in New Orleans.
The last real boo hoo was probably over my son's father, which would have been more than 10 years ago.
I don't even think about him now.

Cried because I was chopping some onions.... (No really, that was the last thing that made me cry).

I held my little girl's hand while the anesthetist did his thing and watched as she slowly drifted off to sleep. When I was asked to leave so the surgeon could operate (Adeno-Tonsillectomy), I cried, though I did fight back the tears...it was no use.

It's not that I wanted to stay and watch...eew. It was...well...my baby

My "friend" Teresa phoned me and asked not to phone her, anymore and than she hung up. I cried over that.

Realizing that the woman I love is completely out of my reach.

I have no idea… Must be at least 4 to 5 years ago, hence why I cannot remember.

The fact that every time I try to be friends with a female peer, between the ages 32 and 38, I get my heart broken, in the end. That was this morning.

Last time I really cried bad was when my dog died back in December. Loved her to death.


I get teary eyed listening to sad songs recently, like "Thank You For Loving Me" by Bon Jovi last night.