Beauty_pact wrote:
I don't want to forget anything in my life. My memories, even bad ones, are important to me in so many ways. I'd never want to forget anything, at all... even if something horrendous and life-ruining would happen to me. In such an instance, I would want to remember, so I would know that I would have to end my life. Every memory is of exceptional importance to me. One of my greatest fears is blacking out in an uncontrolled situation, and I can't for the world understand how so many seem okay with getting drunk or drugged, in such a situation, and not remembering whatever happened... just seeming okay with hoping that things went alright.
Are you into BDSM, and if so, in what way (or ways) (if asking such specifics doesn't discomfort you)?
What is BDSM?
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