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Gotta finish the work for the quarter...

I've went back and forth with various hobbies, and after years; I've come to the conclusion that writing (or eeeer typing) is the forte I'd like to cultivate. I started frequenting this site more because of how comforting it is to see other aspies thinking like me. I love the prose people write on here.

Now, the challenge and fear is making sure what I write (writing fiction) is not going to be misunderstood by NTs. Otherwise, I'll be writing in a lonely universe where I get no reassurance. Luckily, I found a site/service that I can post anything I finish without feeling the pressure that professionals have (it's "Wattpad"). Because I want to be creative, and share so not to feel lonely with my works, but at the same time I don't want the pressure that fame puts on a person to continually produce at the same glorious level. I'm definitely an amateur, and it is not a bad thing to possibly stay that way. Maybe I'll break out of that status by accident, though I'm just a normal person that struggles to keep a day job. I ain't going to be the starving artist like some of those big authors had to be to begin with.

Anyways, that's what's on my mind!!

I finally got my Lorazepam refill today. I had to wait all day to get them while already starting to feel the effects of not taking them, and I had to cancel going out for lunch and then shopping for a Father's Day present.

This is why I wouldn't have a snowball's chance of surviving a major global disaster. Eventually my meds would run out, and I may as well be up there with people with schizophrenia or even diabetes.

*someone says california is a decent place to live*


i laugh incessantly at them!

... Dark wishes upon a blessing.

This is how I thank and hate at someone sincerely at the same time. Internally. And truly...

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Finding strength within fragility.

i sculpted a brain...thing. looks like a diamond embedded in some cylinders, and it's pure white. then it will be painted and coated in a glossy finish. the latter i have plenty of, but am not so sure for the former.

sculpey is great, just fantastic. hoping i don't get it mixed up with my car detailing clay.

Woke up with an interesting sprain in the centre front of my foot, today. It probably sounds odd, but I actually quite like the feel of muscle sprains, even though they might set me back a few days from my exercises for safety reasons.

The aftershocks in my system after exhaustion is completely gone more than a day ago.


Now I'm craving for something to think of.
But the game I played is already finished, read/watched several versions of it from various medias, and had that world's part done with mine.

And my hand hurts from crocheting, my leg hurts from pacing, I'm stuffed with eating dinner twice, it's past midnight and I can't sleep, and I have to go early to work for tomorrow.
Yet I'm NOT worried one bit except that I'm just bored again.

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I think today is going to be the last bad day of weather here this week. Hopefully summer weather will be here soon. I want to go swimming.

Where are the moderators?

Finishing up my work and my vacation.