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equestriatola
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05 Aug 2017, 12:13 pm

Moving, again....

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05 Aug 2017, 12:51 pm

Now that I have started taking this antidepressant, I don't get randomly sad when recalling old memories. I also do not cry as much, which is good.

The only thing is, it feels like my mouth is dry.

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05 Aug 2017, 4:19 pm

if i had aladdin's lamp, i would make three wishes:

1) you madly fall in love with the real me unconditionally
2) living together
3) i die before you

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05 Aug 2017, 5:00 pm

I hate it when I send messages and I can't edit them. :pale:

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05 Aug 2017, 5:39 pm

I donno. My life is going to change quite a bit soon...

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05 Aug 2017, 7:56 pm

after reading something i found recently, it makes me wonder what kind of a friend and a person ive been.

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2. Always keeping tabs.
Different kind of sad, I guess, and the card itself was actually fine-- Just the usual sappy little love note, signed by "your secret admirer." The guy came to one of the shops, and paid in cash.
When the delivery came, the girl at the door panicked and started crying, demanding to know who it was from. Our drivers don't have that information, but stayed with her and tried to console her while the main shop was called and payment info was checked. Since he didn't use a card, we couldn't have told her even in a best-case scenario. We had no info at all. She didn't want the flowers, so the driver brought them back.
Eventually, the shop was contacted and asked to go through their security camera footage, because the girl evidently had a long-term stalker who she had moved to get away from. Don't know the end of the story, unfortunately, but I always was relieved when the "secret admirers" I dealt with paid with a credit card.

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05 Aug 2017, 8:51 pm

crystaltermination wrote:

Gravitating between boredom-related frustration and the profound relief that a mystery illness that started shortly after leaving yoga last evening seems to have disappeared today. I was stumbling around almost feverish with a massive headache and nausea, seriously freaked out my mother again. Now I feel fine, strangely enough.

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yeah it's weird. b/c i am bored of myself. and i am bored of the city i live in. and that is "As Good As it Gets."

b/c feel exhausted. chronically and extremely. feel too physically weak and emotionally apathetic to do anything. and do not feel like anything i do matters. but then bored of not doing anything.

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05 Aug 2017, 9:23 pm

I spent a lot of time writing something today... which I actually think turned out pretty good. I asked my stepdad for help, and he lent me a book... which might be the first book I've read in years.

William Faulkner seems pretty cool. :mrgreen:

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06 Aug 2017, 2:20 am

I envy people who aren't obsessed with their weight. I miss when I didn't think about it all the time. Wish I could just be fat and not care in the least. I'm a healthy weight, but I feel like I'm a gazillion pounds anyway, and I hate it.

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06 Aug 2017, 4:18 am

*tumbleweeds blow across the desolate plains of this forum*

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06 Aug 2017, 4:47 am

Dadirri.

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06 Aug 2017, 6:27 am

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Why are you obsessed about it?
I recently read an article on this sort of thing which may or may not interest you - http://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and ... king-trail
Body positive kind of stuff and this woman having it challenged.
I'm kind of obsessing about weight, but it's not about trying to be skinny. I want to be fit / strong / muscular / awesome.

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06 Aug 2017, 7:56 am

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Dunno. I guess it's because it's something other people value? I never cared about my weight growing up, but I lost a few pounds when I moved to NYC, and I got tons of compliments. That turned on a light bulb, so to speak. Being thin became something I could become objectively good at. I have other things I feel like I'm good at nowadays, but it's never really quite gone away. Being anything other than thin isn't acceptable to me now (for me only; I don't care what other people look like).

I think a lot of people are moving towards being fit/strong/muscular nowadays, in light of the body positivity movement. Which is a good thing, I think, since exercise truly is beneficial, and its positive effects go far beyond just losing weight. (Runner's high ftw

) Ultimately, you need to do what makes you happy, as I think the girl in that article found. Hating yourself for your shortcomings makes you less likely to try even the things you could succeed at and enjoy.

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06 Aug 2017, 7:58 am

Flood water entered the house. Taken the whole first floor's half a feet, and never reached the first stair step.
I was home alone during a sort of weaker than a signal#1 storm. And it's no surprise. :lol:

But seriously, it'll be still a damn mess to clean up.
Several ruined rugs that are soaked to begin with, sort of carpets I cannot take off from the floor, and possibly my mom's motorcycle since I didn't have it's keys and it's too heavy for me to move it indoors alone...

At least there wasn't any blackouts.

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06 Aug 2017, 10:26 am

Today was the first day I signed myself in at the doctor.

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