C2V wrote:
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I envy people who aren't obsessed with their weight. I miss when I didn't think about it all the time. Wish I could just be fat and not care in the least. I'm a healthy weight, but I feel like I'm a gazillion pounds anyway, and I hate it.
Why are you obsessed about it?
I recently read an article on this sort of thing which may or may not interest you -
http://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and ... king-trailBody positive kind of stuff and this woman having it challenged.
I'm kind of obsessing about weight, but it's not about trying to be skinny. I want to be fit / strong / muscular / awesome.
Dunno. I guess it's because it's something other people value? I never cared about my weight growing up, but I lost a few pounds when I moved to NYC, and I got tons of compliments. That turned on a light bulb, so to speak. Being thin became something I could become objectively good at. I have other things I feel like I'm good at nowadays, but it's never really quite gone away. Being anything other than thin isn't acceptable to me now (for me only; I don't care what other people look like).
I think a lot of people are moving towards being fit/strong/muscular nowadays, in light of the body positivity movement. Which is a good thing, I think, since exercise truly is beneficial, and its positive effects go far beyond just losing weight. (Runner's high ftw

) Ultimately, you need to do what makes you happy, as I think the girl in that article found. Hating yourself for your shortcomings makes you less likely to try even the things you could succeed at and enjoy.
find a hobby. that way maybe you could put less emphasis on appearance and more emphasis on something else.